10-09-2015, 10:00 AM
So it's been a while since I wrote a journal, I've been busy do I just wanted to catch everyone up. I didn't feel like writing a journal for everything that happened, kinda like the guys who first discover Am6 and write a testimonial on stage 2 of their first run lol. I wanted to see what would happen halfway in between and so far the results don't lie. Running Am6 more than once is definitely recommended. I've been reading some journals from guys who ran Wm and either had little to no effect the majority ran Am once. I've found that my social anxiety is no longer an issue in familiar situations but overall I'm more confident. I'm more assertive and I've actually taken charge of situations when no one decide to. I have some kind of charm, it works for some women but regardless I've had some funny things happen during the 4 months of my second run. First I feel like I'm having a strong affect on my teacher in some way because she never goes a class without teasing me, not sexually because that would be socially unacceptable but in small ways. Second, I've found some girls in my class flirting with me, eying me in my class, positive body language the whole 9 yards. But that's the few I still sometimes come off as nervous to some women and it turns them off. I'm beggining to hate this program more and more because one minute I'm up and blissful then the next I'm down and depressed. I've grown a lot but I still get negative thoughts through out the day that really knock me off my balance. But yesterday was the day that did it for me. I was walking to my class and minding my own business, I saw two hot girls and I just kept walking. I kinda ignored them because I had to get to class on time so they weren't on my mind. So I was walking to class when they got louder, like they wanted to get my attention. So first they started talking about getting into a club and how they have to suck a dick to get in and it got very sexual fast. I could tell that I had an effect on them because I was walking other girls would smile at me...maybe because I had a big grin on my face lol. I only wish I could've started something with them because obviously they were horny, oh well. I can't wait to get back to stage 5 because that's where I saw the most peace. I was smoother in my last run but now I'm so broken in stage 4 that I can't tell when women are eying me to approach them.
Stages 1,2 second run of Am6 I was super confident like I could approach any girl
Stages 3,4. I feel like a social persimist, which is ironic because I got a lot of people socializing with me out of no where and sometimes I just feel like I don't want to talk to anyone. It just sucks, I can't even approach women, it's not because I'm super nervous but I keep getting in my head too much. I keep thinking like what if she thinks I'm this or that? I wonder what she thinks about me?
So overall I'm hating Am6 and I'm planning on running it again but I wish I knew indigo when Am5 was still around. I looked at the Am5 points and there were a lot of things that would definetly push me towards mastery even though if it's harsh. I've found that people who ran Am5 then ran Am6 had better results
Stages 1,2 second run of Am6 I was super confident like I could approach any girl
Stages 3,4. I feel like a social persimist, which is ironic because I got a lot of people socializing with me out of no where and sometimes I just feel like I don't want to talk to anyone. It just sucks, I can't even approach women, it's not because I'm super nervous but I keep getting in my head too much. I keep thinking like what if she thinks I'm this or that? I wonder what she thinks about me?
So overall I'm hating Am6 and I'm planning on running it again but I wish I knew indigo when Am5 was still around. I looked at the Am5 points and there were a lot of things that would definetly push me towards mastery even though if it's harsh. I've found that people who ran Am5 then ran Am6 had better results
