10-08-2015, 05:41 PM
3!
As of right now, I'm approaching 11 hours! Out a lot again today.
What I've been up to recently. I've been saying it lately, but I'll say it again to get a whole idea of where I am right now.
If I see a girl that I think is attractive, I'll make note of something that helps distinguish her from a crowd so if I see her again I'll know it's her. If I have some free time I'll go for walks around the campus to increase my chances of running into them again. Doing this, I have not only met some new girls, but also ran into some friends that I would not have seen if I hadn't. More EPRHA manifestation? Not sure. At the same time, I know I don't give off a needy vibe around people, including the girls I approach. In my mind I can "remember" what that felt like and I don't really feel that anymore. Paradoxically, I have been trying to just put myself in the way of attractive girls so I can actually approach them. I've also noticed that it is just so easy for me to get into a flow now. It's nearly effortless. So whenever I do get the chance to approach, I know I'm ready.
Outside of that, I can enjoy being in my room for almost all day by myself. But I think that's unhealthy. I definitely enjoy hanging out with friends and just having fun! It feels different than just enjoying being in my room. I like doing both.
I still don't know how to respond in group situations when I feel like one person dislikes me in the group. I don't know what to do, I kinda feel stifled. I don't even want to talk to other people in front of them.
If a group of people/mixed group with friends all start talking about things I just can't relate to, I feel uncomfortable about it and confused. Because of that, I don't really say anything. And I don't like that.
In my mind, those are the social problems I have right now. Considering that's less than there were 6 months ago, I'm okay with it for now because I know it'll pass.
I also just thought about the fact that even after finishing EPRHA, I gotta wait a week before AoS and BIATBWS. But I'm sure it'll be worth it!
As of right now, I'm approaching 11 hours! Out a lot again today.
What I've been up to recently. I've been saying it lately, but I'll say it again to get a whole idea of where I am right now.
If I see a girl that I think is attractive, I'll make note of something that helps distinguish her from a crowd so if I see her again I'll know it's her. If I have some free time I'll go for walks around the campus to increase my chances of running into them again. Doing this, I have not only met some new girls, but also ran into some friends that I would not have seen if I hadn't. More EPRHA manifestation? Not sure. At the same time, I know I don't give off a needy vibe around people, including the girls I approach. In my mind I can "remember" what that felt like and I don't really feel that anymore. Paradoxically, I have been trying to just put myself in the way of attractive girls so I can actually approach them. I've also noticed that it is just so easy for me to get into a flow now. It's nearly effortless. So whenever I do get the chance to approach, I know I'm ready.
Outside of that, I can enjoy being in my room for almost all day by myself. But I think that's unhealthy. I definitely enjoy hanging out with friends and just having fun! It feels different than just enjoying being in my room. I like doing both.
I still don't know how to respond in group situations when I feel like one person dislikes me in the group. I don't know what to do, I kinda feel stifled. I don't even want to talk to other people in front of them.
If a group of people/mixed group with friends all start talking about things I just can't relate to, I feel uncomfortable about it and confused. Because of that, I don't really say anything. And I don't like that.
In my mind, those are the social problems I have right now. Considering that's less than there were 6 months ago, I'm okay with it for now because I know it'll pass.
I also just thought about the fact that even after finishing EPRHA, I gotta wait a week before AoS and BIATBWS. But I'm sure it'll be worth it!
