02-24-2011, 10:04 AM
I will be closing out Stage 6 on the 4th of March and the feeling of indifference that I spoke of previously has increased more. For some reason, the "cold" feeling that I had towards women back in stage 1 and 2 has come back somewhat with some refinements... it's like I have no need to have women in my life whatsoever.
However, I still like interacting with them like at the salsa club for example but I haven't really come across any women as of late that I would like to have as a girlfriend, or what-have-you. I'm sure things will change when I finish Alpha Male and the "dust" settles.
As a side note, I probably inadvertently intimidated a guy trying to learn the salsa steps at the club the other night. I was showing him how to step to the beat and gave him a tip: if it's a fast tempo track, take smaller steps. Of course when I was demonstrating the steps, I was swaying my hips as I danced and of course he told me about that (he couldn't do the hip thing yet). He was still trying to pound out the steps while I was going along just fine, despite having consumed 1 coke+151 cocktail. He thanked me for showing him the steps and then he left. I felt kinda bad and awkward by that but got over it quick. Then of course I had to break in some new female salsa dancers as always...
The evening was interesting... it was a small crowd and the energy just wasn't there at the onset. It wasn't until 2 hours in when things got better (it goes to show that I must remain patient!).
However, I still like interacting with them like at the salsa club for example but I haven't really come across any women as of late that I would like to have as a girlfriend, or what-have-you. I'm sure things will change when I finish Alpha Male and the "dust" settles.
As a side note, I probably inadvertently intimidated a guy trying to learn the salsa steps at the club the other night. I was showing him how to step to the beat and gave him a tip: if it's a fast tempo track, take smaller steps. Of course when I was demonstrating the steps, I was swaying my hips as I danced and of course he told me about that (he couldn't do the hip thing yet). He was still trying to pound out the steps while I was going along just fine, despite having consumed 1 coke+151 cocktail. He thanked me for showing him the steps and then he left. I felt kinda bad and awkward by that but got over it quick. Then of course I had to break in some new female salsa dancers as always...
The evening was interesting... it was a small crowd and the energy just wasn't there at the onset. It wasn't until 2 hours in when things got better (it goes to show that I must remain patient!).
Get your pickles!!!
