S Magnet 3

[dissonance]

maybe it's just your subconscious beginning to realize that fucking multitudes of women, rather than having a great loyal girlfriend who you are deeply intimately connected with, isn't something you "need" or want. For many, the need to have sex with lots of women stems from their need to prove somethign to themselves or others. They sucked with women or had bad experiences in the past, and so they want to compensate by becoming dat big playa. (I know I used to have that desire). But now, I'm honestly beginning to think I might just do AYPGirlfriend after AM6. Either that or, do WM2 and SM3 just for the multitudes of transformational and positive internal (and some external) programming, and then do AYPGirlfriend after.

Or maybe I just don't know what it's like to have sexual relations with many girls at the same time, and once I start having that, I'd realize that I prefer that . I have no idea yet, gotta discover and learn more about myself .

Oh, life..