09-23-2015, 05:39 AM
Stage 3 ( Day 10) status update )
Caught up in a deep thinking patterns ( Kinda dark, depressive) and all are related to taking charge of my life and stuff. From past 1 week i am longing for females championship almost like a maniac. Had few dreams about one of my relative and my mom. Finally I was able to quit porn and mastrubution ( Day 3). I am like a walking dead. No energy to do things and I am spending most of my days in my room just on internet and reading some books. I really feel very weired and depressed. I recently met a hot polish milf ( she approched me in work and start sending her half naked pics) and I know that she wants to get fucked but she is acting hard to get. I got a intuatuve nudge to study PUA skills( Not that crap gimmicks but really solid stuff by Captain Jack who is renowed for same night lays and the master of the masters). Also I got a nudge to start SACP ( Super Achiver coaching program) which gurantees 100 % success rate in achining your goal with 100 % certanity. I had used this system in past with absolutely mind blowing results and I am planning to use to to build a solid subperanality of a alpha male ( yes you can build unconcious subpersonality of any skills you want)... Will keep you guys posted on the progress..
Caught up in a deep thinking patterns ( Kinda dark, depressive) and all are related to taking charge of my life and stuff. From past 1 week i am longing for females championship almost like a maniac. Had few dreams about one of my relative and my mom. Finally I was able to quit porn and mastrubution ( Day 3). I am like a walking dead. No energy to do things and I am spending most of my days in my room just on internet and reading some books. I really feel very weired and depressed. I recently met a hot polish milf ( she approched me in work and start sending her half naked pics) and I know that she wants to get fucked but she is acting hard to get. I got a intuatuve nudge to study PUA skills( Not that crap gimmicks but really solid stuff by Captain Jack who is renowed for same night lays and the master of the masters). Also I got a nudge to start SACP ( Super Achiver coaching program) which gurantees 100 % success rate in achining your goal with 100 % certanity. I had used this system in past with absolutely mind blowing results and I am planning to use to to build a solid subperanality of a alpha male ( yes you can build unconcious subpersonality of any skills you want)... Will keep you guys posted on the progress..