Ampers&d: The Year of the Alpha (Male 6.0)

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@dissonance LOL

You ever feel highly compelled to do things for no particular reason? At times, it's as if I'm possessed to do these things. I almost have no choice but to throw myself if these fields to make the inner voice go away.

"That day, for no particular reason, I decided to go for a little run. So I ran to the end of the road. And when I got there, I thought maybe I'd run to the end of town. And when I got there, I thought maybe I'd just run across Greenbow County. And I figured, since I run this far, maybe I'd just run across the great state of Alabama. And that's what I did. I ran clear across Alabama. For no particular reason I just kept on going. I ran clear to the ocean. And when I got there, I figured, since I'd gone this far, I might as well turn around, just keep on going. When I got to another ocean, I figured, since I'd gone this far, I might as well just turn back, keep right on going." - Forrest Gump

I know exactly why the fields are important to me (hint: it relates to the purpose I hope to fulfill in 25+ years), but I'm surprised that I have the motivation I do.