09-20-2015, 11:40 AM
Little update.
Have been running this sub for 3 weeks now and apart from the tiredness I have also noticed, on several occasions, that some places I normally go to, I have been either delayed getting to, or had to go back because I've changed my mind or forgotten something. I've also had friends suddenly taking me to different places than our usual haunts.
Last Saturday when I was out we bumped into some friends of friends who we hadn't seen for years. One guy had a nice geeky girlfriend (geekiness being one of my pet likes) and after we all sat down she kept turning round to check me out. It was obvious because her back was to me as they had sat on another table opposite us and I wasn't trying to get her attention. I couldn't see if she was actually married to the guy (ring finger) but I don't think the Sexual Lover sub discounts taken women?
The funny thing was we only ended up at this place because the place we went before, we had been waiting for a while and nobody was around to serve us so I snapped and said lets go somewhere else!
She's probably not going to be my perfect sexual lover but it's interesting witnessing these changes to my normal routines.
I had been suffering discontentment about my life for the last few days and thinking the whole AYP thing is a waste of time. I've also been pissed off at my friends who keep chattering inanely to me while I'm lost in thought checking out cute women I see out.
I feel better now and I'm positive it's resistance trying to get me to quit as it's just like how I felt at times on AM and WM.
Have been running this sub for 3 weeks now and apart from the tiredness I have also noticed, on several occasions, that some places I normally go to, I have been either delayed getting to, or had to go back because I've changed my mind or forgotten something. I've also had friends suddenly taking me to different places than our usual haunts.
Last Saturday when I was out we bumped into some friends of friends who we hadn't seen for years. One guy had a nice geeky girlfriend (geekiness being one of my pet likes) and after we all sat down she kept turning round to check me out. It was obvious because her back was to me as they had sat on another table opposite us and I wasn't trying to get her attention. I couldn't see if she was actually married to the guy (ring finger) but I don't think the Sexual Lover sub discounts taken women?
The funny thing was we only ended up at this place because the place we went before, we had been waiting for a while and nobody was around to serve us so I snapped and said lets go somewhere else!
She's probably not going to be my perfect sexual lover but it's interesting witnessing these changes to my normal routines.
I had been suffering discontentment about my life for the last few days and thinking the whole AYP thing is a waste of time. I've also been pissed off at my friends who keep chattering inanely to me while I'm lost in thought checking out cute women I see out.
I feel better now and I'm positive it's resistance trying to get me to quit as it's just like how I felt at times on AM and WM.
