09-15-2015, 02:46 AM
(This post was last modified: 09-15-2015, 02:49 AM by JackOfHearts.)
Stage 2 day 6:
There are certain things that have changed over the past 3 month. Mainly the fact that I experiment with everything and I don't accept what people tell me to be the absolute truth. It was already there but now I'm doing it more intensely.
For example some books I read a long time ago told me that having females friend is not really helping as you are in the friend zone. I don't agree with that. Spending time with woman is helping as you learn how they behaved you learn to be at ease with them. Some books are so focus on not being on the friend zone that they make you compensate in another direction. I don't want to read any books about being an alpha male for now, I will define what an Alpha Male is on my own terms, my own experience, no one else will for me, it's my job.
From now I go more with the flow, I experiment and try. Some people told me that it's not good to be an approaching machine, maybe it's true but I won't have a clue about what it means until I did it at least once. And it might actually be a good experience if done for a short term period.
So the theme is that I do it then I judge if it is good or not. I can't be sure about something until I did it at least once. I'm redefining what is good or bad.
I also don't want to read again what each AM stage does. I want to create my own experience, to notice what I notice, to go with the flow, to let things go where they will go. To me it's a new experimentation even if I did AM5/6 already. Let the chip fall where they may.
I feel even more aggressive than I was in stage 1.
There are certain things that have changed over the past 3 month. Mainly the fact that I experiment with everything and I don't accept what people tell me to be the absolute truth. It was already there but now I'm doing it more intensely.
For example some books I read a long time ago told me that having females friend is not really helping as you are in the friend zone. I don't agree with that. Spending time with woman is helping as you learn how they behaved you learn to be at ease with them. Some books are so focus on not being on the friend zone that they make you compensate in another direction. I don't want to read any books about being an alpha male for now, I will define what an Alpha Male is on my own terms, my own experience, no one else will for me, it's my job.
From now I go more with the flow, I experiment and try. Some people told me that it's not good to be an approaching machine, maybe it's true but I won't have a clue about what it means until I did it at least once. And it might actually be a good experience if done for a short term period.
So the theme is that I do it then I judge if it is good or not. I can't be sure about something until I did it at least once. I'm redefining what is good or bad.
I also don't want to read again what each AM stage does. I want to create my own experience, to notice what I notice, to go with the flow, to let things go where they will go. To me it's a new experimentation even if I did AM5/6 already. Let the chip fall where they may.
I feel even more aggressive than I was in stage 1.
