09-11-2015, 09:41 PM
Hey guys! So today was interesting overall.
I started re-watching some RSD material and I think it may have recalled some of my past emotions. Today was the first time in a little while that I remembered/recalled what it felt like to get started improving myself with girls. I recalled the feelings that led me to start the journey, some of the lows, some of the highs, and why I keep going. I felt a little bitter for a couple hours.
I hung out with a couple of friends because we were celebrating one of their birthdays. I feel like over the hours we spent, I started to be more expressive (like I have been in the past, but haven't been as of late). I really liked it. I even made some quick jokes that came to me in the moment off the top of my head. I really missed feeling that and I'm glad to have experienced that again, because I'm use to being like that most of the time. I'm going to continue rewatching the material!
I started re-watching some RSD material and I think it may have recalled some of my past emotions. Today was the first time in a little while that I remembered/recalled what it felt like to get started improving myself with girls. I recalled the feelings that led me to start the journey, some of the lows, some of the highs, and why I keep going. I felt a little bitter for a couple hours.
I hung out with a couple of friends because we were celebrating one of their birthdays. I feel like over the hours we spent, I started to be more expressive (like I have been in the past, but haven't been as of late). I really liked it. I even made some quick jokes that came to me in the moment off the top of my head. I really missed feeling that and I'm glad to have experienced that again, because I'm use to being like that most of the time. I'm going to continue rewatching the material!
