09-10-2015, 11:55 PM
Thought I would update this Review since I took Shannon's Advice and went longer than 90 days(consistently 56 days since July 18th, and 45 days for two weeks before that). Anyway, what extreme anger/rage issues I had cleared up and I'm actually very content and happy now. Also, thanks to this Sub, I think I've finally come to terms with my past and rarely think about it anymore. Those people were wrong for treating me the way they did but also I have to take part of the blame because I didn't fight back when my boundaries were crossed. I think accepting some of the blame finally just let me let it all go. I barely think about the past, am more in the present and when I think about the future its always in positive terms.
Also, this sub has changed my automatic response to negative situations. I recently missed the Deadline for applying for the University in town. I was angry at myself for probably about 5 mins or so but after that my mind just calmed down and looked at my options. After I found a suitable option (a reputable online college that is accredited) I actually didn't see it as a negative situation anymore and just saw this situation as a opportunity to be excited about. I would like continue this sub for a little while longer and then use EPRHA 2.0 when it comes out soon but with the new college situation i'm going to have to end it at 101 days. I'm going to have to complete as many credits as possible and be self motivated to do online classes. In order to do that LTU 3.1 will be my next sub, which I will run anywhere from 6 to 8 months.
Either way, really glad I did this sub and released a lot of baggage I was carrying around. Hopefully releasing all this stuff will make any future sub runs smoother and I hope I will be able to maintain some of these gains with my LTU run.
Also, this sub has changed my automatic response to negative situations. I recently missed the Deadline for applying for the University in town. I was angry at myself for probably about 5 mins or so but after that my mind just calmed down and looked at my options. After I found a suitable option (a reputable online college that is accredited) I actually didn't see it as a negative situation anymore and just saw this situation as a opportunity to be excited about. I would like continue this sub for a little while longer and then use EPRHA 2.0 when it comes out soon but with the new college situation i'm going to have to end it at 101 days. I'm going to have to complete as many credits as possible and be self motivated to do online classes. In order to do that LTU 3.1 will be my next sub, which I will run anywhere from 6 to 8 months.
Either way, really glad I did this sub and released a lot of baggage I was carrying around. Hopefully releasing all this stuff will make any future sub runs smoother and I hope I will be able to maintain some of these gains with my LTU run.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche