09-10-2015, 09:50 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-11-2015, 01:15 AM by JackOfHearts.)
Learn to be positive while being really horny, harness the power of being horny.
I have been comparing my training with DBZ, when Son Gohan was learning to transform into super Sayan, then they stayed into super Sayan so they could feel completely at ease with it.
I'm doing the same but with sexual energy. Mainly observing how I feel when I get an erection, the different state, the more I take my time the more I notice stuff. I have been enjoying how similar it is to hypnosis, it is actually the same, hypnosis cover every learning experience that is done unconsciously. I was watching the clip “INNA - Cola Song” and naturally I got a erection from it. And then I noticed how it is easy to get erection when you don't think about it. Then I tested how much time I stayed in that state naturally watching her. Then I tried to go from completely small to big at will from watching her clip and it wasn't as easy I wanted it.
Then I decided to do it 10 times without the clip, from small to big. I spend at least 2 hours playing like this. And I learn a few things that will certainly be useful the next time I will be having sex.
First after this training (only one night) I had a better control over my ejaculation. After doing the 10 times I did it further, I went from small to the last point before ejaculation and I had a better control, much better. I noticed that I get tense before the last point, more than I thought and to completely start from zero is very useful, it's like waking up from sleep, you don't realize how different you felt asleep until you are completely awake. You think you are aware but you are not. Just before ejaculation you are getting much more unconscious. So I didn't fully see that I had this muscle contracted which was increasing the stimulation. The more I relax the better. I also had this small “fear” that if I let go too much I would lose my erection and it would be hard to get it back.
The same thing is true when learning hypnosis, or learning to go from awake to asleep fast. I should train again on that area. Going from awake to asleep 10 times if possible, the first time is usually harder but then it is much more easier. It is easier because you just had the experience 10 second ago so just by reminding yourself how you felt in that state you are beginning to enter that state again. If you can grab that feeling you have when you first begin to fall asleep, when you notice a change in your awareness. It's like a gentle vibration for me and then if relax my mind I begin to drift and I lose a bit more consciousness, then I begin to dream but I'm still a bit aware and then I fall asleep.
I have been really horny this week, I couldn't even listen to my astrology course today. I was thinking about sex every minutes, I couldn't focus.
I did a bit of meditation, but it wasn't really meditation, more meditation and thinking about sex from time to time.
This is my last day of stage 1, I will be listening to the stage 2 in a few minutes.
I have been comparing my training with DBZ, when Son Gohan was learning to transform into super Sayan, then they stayed into super Sayan so they could feel completely at ease with it.
I'm doing the same but with sexual energy. Mainly observing how I feel when I get an erection, the different state, the more I take my time the more I notice stuff. I have been enjoying how similar it is to hypnosis, it is actually the same, hypnosis cover every learning experience that is done unconsciously. I was watching the clip “INNA - Cola Song” and naturally I got a erection from it. And then I noticed how it is easy to get erection when you don't think about it. Then I tested how much time I stayed in that state naturally watching her. Then I tried to go from completely small to big at will from watching her clip and it wasn't as easy I wanted it.
Then I decided to do it 10 times without the clip, from small to big. I spend at least 2 hours playing like this. And I learn a few things that will certainly be useful the next time I will be having sex.
First after this training (only one night) I had a better control over my ejaculation. After doing the 10 times I did it further, I went from small to the last point before ejaculation and I had a better control, much better. I noticed that I get tense before the last point, more than I thought and to completely start from zero is very useful, it's like waking up from sleep, you don't realize how different you felt asleep until you are completely awake. You think you are aware but you are not. Just before ejaculation you are getting much more unconscious. So I didn't fully see that I had this muscle contracted which was increasing the stimulation. The more I relax the better. I also had this small “fear” that if I let go too much I would lose my erection and it would be hard to get it back.
The same thing is true when learning hypnosis, or learning to go from awake to asleep fast. I should train again on that area. Going from awake to asleep 10 times if possible, the first time is usually harder but then it is much more easier. It is easier because you just had the experience 10 second ago so just by reminding yourself how you felt in that state you are beginning to enter that state again. If you can grab that feeling you have when you first begin to fall asleep, when you notice a change in your awareness. It's like a gentle vibration for me and then if relax my mind I begin to drift and I lose a bit more consciousness, then I begin to dream but I'm still a bit aware and then I fall asleep.
I have been really horny this week, I couldn't even listen to my astrology course today. I was thinking about sex every minutes, I couldn't focus.
I did a bit of meditation, but it wasn't really meditation, more meditation and thinking about sex from time to time.
This is my last day of stage 1, I will be listening to the stage 2 in a few minutes.
