09-09-2015, 02:44 PM
Good news everyone! I found my earbuds (which means I didn't have to order a new pair, but they'll still be cool!). So I can get in earphone hours starting today. Im guessing I'll be able to get 3 hours of earbud listening a day. I'm only going to listen when I'm back in my dorm for the night or if I'm working on an assignment.
I refuse to listen while I'm walking around between classes because want to be open to starting convos with/meeting new people.
So far, I've gotten almost 14 hours of listening in today, and about 40 min. of earphone listening.
Also, in general the main thing I'm noticing in terms of how I feel about talking to new people, most of the time I feel unmotivated to do so, but I logically know I should and I don't feel like there's anything holding me back. I do force myself to sometimes, but I don't feel like I did before using the sub...I use to feel happy about meeting someone new. Now, it's not as joyful. I do overall feel myself "coming back" so to speak personality wise. I'm glad about that.
I refuse to listen while I'm walking around between classes because want to be open to starting convos with/meeting new people.
So far, I've gotten almost 14 hours of listening in today, and about 40 min. of earphone listening.
Also, in general the main thing I'm noticing in terms of how I feel about talking to new people, most of the time I feel unmotivated to do so, but I logically know I should and I don't feel like there's anything holding me back. I do force myself to sometimes, but I don't feel like I did before using the sub...I use to feel happy about meeting someone new. Now, it's not as joyful. I do overall feel myself "coming back" so to speak personality wise. I'm glad about that.
