09-07-2015, 03:30 PM
So today, I actually went outside of my building and walked around. This is the first time I've done so since Friday when I hung out with one of my friends. I've been really upping the hours. My guess is I've been listening somewhere between 17-20 the past couple of days. I got what I have to say is a noticeable SOLID result today.
I walk to my favorite place to eat which is only a 5-10 minute walk off the campus. I eat, and on my way back, one guy starts a conversation with me. At first it was just jokes about the crosswalk light taking forever (I've never seen it take so long haha). But he actually starts talking to me just to have a conversation (and yes he is straight, he was walking back from his gf's place). I was in a good flow as well. Conversation came easier to me. I said that we could exchange numbers and hang sometime, so we did. He seemed cool. He was a freshman. I think this was some kind of manifestation because I have NEVER been initiated in convo just walking around campus and have the person want to hold a convo with me. Normally, I steer it in that direction if I want it to and they follow, but this time someone did that with me.
Manifestation 2:
Right before I met that guy, I got a call from a number I didn't know. I didn't answer. Then I get a text saying that they saw that I am at X college and I'm in a group on facebook (closed for privacy) that wants to improve their skills with women. So we text and find out more about each other. This guy is another freshman as well, seems cool.
I have to say without a doubt that this is some sort of aura or manifestation stuff. As neither of these two things have happened to me before.
Also, the feeling of loneliness isn't here anymore. I now feel like I am comfortable being by myself. Before getting to this point in the sub, I felt like if I wasn't doing homework or busy doing something, I should be out hanging out with friends or with some girl so that I can always be working on my social skills/game. Literally, that's what my schedule would revolve around. I wanted to get as good as I could as fast as I could.
Now, I logically know that that's important, but I also know it is just a part of the puzzle, just a piece of my life and not exactly life itself. I don't feel bad when I'm alone anymore.
I just ordered a pair of earbuds since I lost my last pair and I want to test earphone listening and see if I notice faster responses. These earbuds also go up to 24khz. I will be testing the ultrasonics with them at times I just dont feel like listening to music. I know that I ALWAYS need to calibrate and be extremely careful doing this and I know that I will.
Notes to self:
It seems like more hours = faster manifestation
I feel like 16-18 hours is my ideal daily listening time
My mind seems to respond to subs quickly (within the first few days)
-I say this because I started feeling some kind of response (anger, resistance, etc.) within that amount of time. So at least I know my subconscious is getting it. With time, and keeping my focus on other things in life, the resistance goes away completely like it is now.
I walk to my favorite place to eat which is only a 5-10 minute walk off the campus. I eat, and on my way back, one guy starts a conversation with me. At first it was just jokes about the crosswalk light taking forever (I've never seen it take so long haha). But he actually starts talking to me just to have a conversation (and yes he is straight, he was walking back from his gf's place). I was in a good flow as well. Conversation came easier to me. I said that we could exchange numbers and hang sometime, so we did. He seemed cool. He was a freshman. I think this was some kind of manifestation because I have NEVER been initiated in convo just walking around campus and have the person want to hold a convo with me. Normally, I steer it in that direction if I want it to and they follow, but this time someone did that with me.
Manifestation 2:
Right before I met that guy, I got a call from a number I didn't know. I didn't answer. Then I get a text saying that they saw that I am at X college and I'm in a group on facebook (closed for privacy) that wants to improve their skills with women. So we text and find out more about each other. This guy is another freshman as well, seems cool.
I have to say without a doubt that this is some sort of aura or manifestation stuff. As neither of these two things have happened to me before.
Also, the feeling of loneliness isn't here anymore. I now feel like I am comfortable being by myself. Before getting to this point in the sub, I felt like if I wasn't doing homework or busy doing something, I should be out hanging out with friends or with some girl so that I can always be working on my social skills/game. Literally, that's what my schedule would revolve around. I wanted to get as good as I could as fast as I could.
Now, I logically know that that's important, but I also know it is just a part of the puzzle, just a piece of my life and not exactly life itself. I don't feel bad when I'm alone anymore.
I just ordered a pair of earbuds since I lost my last pair and I want to test earphone listening and see if I notice faster responses. These earbuds also go up to 24khz. I will be testing the ultrasonics with them at times I just dont feel like listening to music. I know that I ALWAYS need to calibrate and be extremely careful doing this and I know that I will.
Notes to self:
It seems like more hours = faster manifestation
I feel like 16-18 hours is my ideal daily listening time
My mind seems to respond to subs quickly (within the first few days)
-I say this because I started feeling some kind of response (anger, resistance, etc.) within that amount of time. So at least I know my subconscious is getting it. With time, and keeping my focus on other things in life, the resistance goes away completely like it is now.
