09-04-2015, 05:39 PM
(09-04-2015, 03:59 PM)DarthXedonias Wrote: Thanks a lot! What you said in that post explained exactly what I am going through right now. I had no clue I had so much rage underneath the surface until I got past 45 days on this sub. Its interesting, before these subs I always thought of myself as a stoic and collected person. Once you start doing these subs though you start to see how you really were and how there were things in the background pulling your strings that you had no idea were even there, consciously anyway. I was currently listening to the ultrasonic for 8 hours and then the Masked for 8 hours for the last couple of days before that I listened to nothing but ultrasonic. I only switched to my current listening patterns because I thought it was the ultrasonic that was causing too much resistance. Since your last post made it seemed like this is normal and that it will subside after a while I will probably go back to only ultrasonic. Also, i'm hoping that since EPRHA 2.0 will be coming out soon that will probably make the anger go away a lot quicker since it addresses that even more directly than EPRHA 1.0.
As for the people talking to you thing, I noticed as well that it always seemed to be older people ( age 30+ in my case).
It's nice to just have someone to talk to that can actually relate to my current experience. You have no idea man! I'll definitely keep an eye on your journal.
