Day 8
I had a terrifying nightmare the other night but it was also unbelievable.
In the nightmare I just lost everything but then I'm not the sort of guy who lose everything. At least, I do not believe that.
I told to myself it cannot be true. I shouted that loudly it cannot be true and I woke up within the dream. I was lucid.
I shouted one more time, It cannot be true then I finally woke up for good.
I had a sense that the dream was at least semi real so I had to do something about the sense of loss. Very disturbing night.
I had also a lot of repressed anger coming out during the past few days.
But today, I feel slightly better.
I had a terrifying nightmare the other night but it was also unbelievable.
In the nightmare I just lost everything but then I'm not the sort of guy who lose everything. At least, I do not believe that.
I told to myself it cannot be true. I shouted that loudly it cannot be true and I woke up within the dream. I was lucid.
I shouted one more time, It cannot be true then I finally woke up for good.
I had a sense that the dream was at least semi real so I had to do something about the sense of loss. Very disturbing night.
I had also a lot of repressed anger coming out during the past few days.
But today, I feel slightly better.
Subs History: BIABW (2014)-> AM (2015) -> OF 4g 1.1 (2015)- > DAOS 4g (90 days - 2016) -> DMSI - > AYPNBL