This feeling in my chest using ASC?

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This response feels like dread because some part of you is dreading something it associates with being absolutely self confident. What is it? I can't tell you that. Why are you dreading it now? Because only now has the program gotten to that level of your subconscious awareness and started working on it.

Thank you for your feedback, Shannon; I can definitely agree with subconscious memories being triggered when layers are peeled back, like when fat cells are processed and if there's any trace of certain substances flashbacks are triggered. I just don't yet know which particular set of memories the program has reached.

I hope I'm not consciously and intentionally preventing the programming from taking effect; I admit that I haven't been "absolutely self confident" in the past, but in fairness I didn't and still don't technically know what it takes to have absolute self confidence or be such. I sincerely hope that if some part of me is dreading becoming something particular that's associated with being absolute self confident that somehow the knowledge of what that association is will eventually bubble up to the conscious level so that I may document it.