Robstar's journey to alphahood

[robstar]

Wow, pretty much exactly the same stuff I just went through on stage 1 again, 100%. I don't know if my first run-through of AM6 was effective due to my speakers though... but this one seems to be doing a good deal. Looks like you and I are about at the same spot.

Yeah that's exactly what I feel. I ran the first AM through my laptop speakers. This one I'm wearing headphones in bed, and I can definitely notice the difference. My dreams are much more intense and crazy. Are you noticing feeling slightly awkward in social interactions, like not knowing what to do with your hands and how long to hold eye contact etc? Me and a few others have noticed this. Despite that, people seem to be more comfortable and attentive around me, so its weird.

Man, I will say... In the 3 times of AM I am shocked to be experiencing some of that again in AM6. Yes, I feel uncomfortable in social situations briefly. I don't feel like saying much and when I do, I feel like I don't know what to say or how to respond, most of the time. Also things with hands. Eye contact, it's not so much on how long to hold it, but I do find myself doing less eye contact than before. At times I also feel like I'm in a fog as a zombie, so that contributes to my lack of words and generally being very quiet.

I too switched up my way of doing it, I instead do the trickling stream mix all night long while I sleep.

I always thought AM is supposed to help you in the social area?

Oh it does, but I think the awkwardness could be 1 of 2 things.
1) Us noticing our microbehaviours so we can change the unnecessary nervous habits and stuff OR
2) AM6 creating a new way of being that feels awkward at first.