07-04-2015, 02:21 PM
Stage 4 Recap
So I barely remember all the changes through stage 4. I remember that it was needy city and I was expecting everyone to be more considerate to me. Very little patience for people who were utilitarian. completely lost the girl who was my fwb for 7-8 months. It was a shame we were close friends, I loved her and that friendship was very deep, on my end (appernetly, unbeknownst to her). I kept pushing her away when we'd get close. reminding her that we were "just friends". That threw a wrench in the whole thing.
The barista that I attracted at the end of Stage 3/ beginning of 4 went very well for about three weeks. We had a chat about Subs/PSTEC/hypnosis and after that she would actively ridicule my use of subs. Almost everytime that we would hang out it would happen. The final straw was when she told me that I might be manic because I was too happy all the time. Side note she's an RN in trg in the middle of her psych residency. I had to end it a couple days later because of that & the fact that she was sooooo closed minded about anything different than what she had been trained. I slipped up in the beginning and hinted at thee being the possiblity of a long term relationship. Known that long term monogamy isn't my path for a while. At the same time I insisted that we weren't dating the entire time. She felt like she was manipulated which I understand.
Still felt like I'm the king of the world. I'm wasn't afraid of making mistakes at all at work, which was a nice change.
Got rejected more times than I can count... Zero ****s given. Noticed the interest more and more from women. People are kinder then before and love to see me arrive instead of loving to see me go.
That's it for stage 4... Naturalizer sorted the rest of that out haha
So I barely remember all the changes through stage 4. I remember that it was needy city and I was expecting everyone to be more considerate to me. Very little patience for people who were utilitarian. completely lost the girl who was my fwb for 7-8 months. It was a shame we were close friends, I loved her and that friendship was very deep, on my end (appernetly, unbeknownst to her). I kept pushing her away when we'd get close. reminding her that we were "just friends". That threw a wrench in the whole thing.
The barista that I attracted at the end of Stage 3/ beginning of 4 went very well for about three weeks. We had a chat about Subs/PSTEC/hypnosis and after that she would actively ridicule my use of subs. Almost everytime that we would hang out it would happen. The final straw was when she told me that I might be manic because I was too happy all the time. Side note she's an RN in trg in the middle of her psych residency. I had to end it a couple days later because of that & the fact that she was sooooo closed minded about anything different than what she had been trained. I slipped up in the beginning and hinted at thee being the possiblity of a long term relationship. Known that long term monogamy isn't my path for a while. At the same time I insisted that we weren't dating the entire time. She felt like she was manipulated which I understand.
Still felt like I'm the king of the world. I'm wasn't afraid of making mistakes at all at work, which was a nice change.
Got rejected more times than I can count... Zero ****s given. Noticed the interest more and more from women. People are kinder then before and love to see me arrive instead of loving to see me go.
That's it for stage 4... Naturalizer sorted the rest of that out haha
