06-24-2015, 05:08 PM
Today I had a mini-revelation that I just had to share.
It appears LTU brings up old issues whether we want to deal with them or not. In this case I thought this particular issue was just dead and buried. Today I dug up that old rotting corpse to deal with it. It’s not pretty, I’m not proud of what I did, but I now have a plan to deal with it. No words can describe this. But I’ll try anyway lol
I can’t detail the situation for many reasons, but let’s just say that today I felt I had to mentally deal with this situation head on. I now understand a way to make reparations without causing harm to anyone and without exposing myself or others who were involved.
Like pulling a rabbit out of the magician’s hat, I have literally pulled off magic here. I wasn’t sure if this would ever be resolved within my lifetime, but here I am with a neatly designed plan to remedy things.
The only thing is that full reparations must be planned out over several years to achieve complete anonymity (it’s hard to explain since promises must be kept and people can’t be exposed) but it’s a plan I intend to keep and the wronged party, however crazy they are or justified I felt in wronging them, will finally see something for the crap that happened all those years ago.
The universe knows how sorry I am, and furthermore understands the actions I will take to prove that I am.
It appears LTU brings up old issues whether we want to deal with them or not. In this case I thought this particular issue was just dead and buried. Today I dug up that old rotting corpse to deal with it. It’s not pretty, I’m not proud of what I did, but I now have a plan to deal with it. No words can describe this. But I’ll try anyway lol
I can’t detail the situation for many reasons, but let’s just say that today I felt I had to mentally deal with this situation head on. I now understand a way to make reparations without causing harm to anyone and without exposing myself or others who were involved.
Like pulling a rabbit out of the magician’s hat, I have literally pulled off magic here. I wasn’t sure if this would ever be resolved within my lifetime, but here I am with a neatly designed plan to remedy things.
The only thing is that full reparations must be planned out over several years to achieve complete anonymity (it’s hard to explain since promises must be kept and people can’t be exposed) but it’s a plan I intend to keep and the wronged party, however crazy they are or justified I felt in wronging them, will finally see something for the crap that happened all those years ago.
The universe knows how sorry I am, and furthermore understands the actions I will take to prove that I am.
