06-19-2015, 07:13 PM
Okay, look.
This is what I thought before I tried EPRHA from the results I heard about from others and more importantly, the sales page:
I thought I would feel emotionally healthier. I believed that the sub would have feel more consistent emotionally in a positive way. I thought that the little things that bothered me would no longer bother me. Ex. I might be bothered if I send a text and don't get a response. Even knowing that they are most likely busy (which they confirm next time I see them), I still feel a little bad when I don't get a response. I thought EPRHA would have me be uneffected by little things like this. Or if a girl doesn't respond the way I want her to, it would not bother me at all. I just thought that my overall internal being would be noticeable better. It has improved a little and I have received improvements in other areas not relating to this. The thing is I want more improvements in THIS area.
These are the ACTUAL results of how everything is so far:
Some days I feel calm and comfortable, noticeable more so than I was before I started. But at the same time I don't have that social flow that I had before I started. I have to force that now. A lot of the time I don't have that inner feeling of some happiness that I had before I started. Sometimes I now just want people to die. While walking through a mall (like today for example), I could just imagine going up and strangling those guys who have attractive girls near them. Sometimes this condition flares up. And it stifles me. Noticeably. I don't want to be like this. And I wasn't like this before I started EPRHA. So simply, WTF!! For some reason, 3 girls from the past have somehow had some level of re-initiating contact with me. The first, it seemed like it's possible like "Oh, it's a chance encounter". The second I hear about because my father comes home and tells me her mother was talking about us having a date (haven't had any contact with her since elementary), and the third friended me on fb (which I still haven't accepted yet. I know I will want to message her and I don't feel like dealing with all of that at the moment). Actually, another one randomly added me on snapchat as well that I very rarely text. It seems like it gets more and more out of the ordinary as time goes on. Plus now, it seems like I am approached more/acknowledged more by strangers. My main concern now is that I'm literally walking around in public p***** off at the world. YET, this is all supposed to be resistance! And it's supposed to to go away! WELL IT BETTER!
When I first started these subs, I only wanted to improve my circumstances with women. That was only thing that I felt I REALLY needed help with asap. Now, I feel that success with women AND money are my top concerns. I want to be financially independent now. So that's a new goal. I don't want to think about how much something costs ever. I am going to get to that point. And I am also so serious about improving my circumstances with women that I will pay to go on a bootcamp every weekend until I get where I need to be once I have the money to do that. At this point, I don't care about all the BS. I am going to get where I want to go regardless
This is what I thought before I tried EPRHA from the results I heard about from others and more importantly, the sales page:
I thought I would feel emotionally healthier. I believed that the sub would have feel more consistent emotionally in a positive way. I thought that the little things that bothered me would no longer bother me. Ex. I might be bothered if I send a text and don't get a response. Even knowing that they are most likely busy (which they confirm next time I see them), I still feel a little bad when I don't get a response. I thought EPRHA would have me be uneffected by little things like this. Or if a girl doesn't respond the way I want her to, it would not bother me at all. I just thought that my overall internal being would be noticeable better. It has improved a little and I have received improvements in other areas not relating to this. The thing is I want more improvements in THIS area.
These are the ACTUAL results of how everything is so far:
Some days I feel calm and comfortable, noticeable more so than I was before I started. But at the same time I don't have that social flow that I had before I started. I have to force that now. A lot of the time I don't have that inner feeling of some happiness that I had before I started. Sometimes I now just want people to die. While walking through a mall (like today for example), I could just imagine going up and strangling those guys who have attractive girls near them. Sometimes this condition flares up. And it stifles me. Noticeably. I don't want to be like this. And I wasn't like this before I started EPRHA. So simply, WTF!! For some reason, 3 girls from the past have somehow had some level of re-initiating contact with me. The first, it seemed like it's possible like "Oh, it's a chance encounter". The second I hear about because my father comes home and tells me her mother was talking about us having a date (haven't had any contact with her since elementary), and the third friended me on fb (which I still haven't accepted yet. I know I will want to message her and I don't feel like dealing with all of that at the moment). Actually, another one randomly added me on snapchat as well that I very rarely text. It seems like it gets more and more out of the ordinary as time goes on. Plus now, it seems like I am approached more/acknowledged more by strangers. My main concern now is that I'm literally walking around in public p***** off at the world. YET, this is all supposed to be resistance! And it's supposed to to go away! WELL IT BETTER!
When I first started these subs, I only wanted to improve my circumstances with women. That was only thing that I felt I REALLY needed help with asap. Now, I feel that success with women AND money are my top concerns. I want to be financially independent now. So that's a new goal. I don't want to think about how much something costs ever. I am going to get to that point. And I am also so serious about improving my circumstances with women that I will pay to go on a bootcamp every weekend until I get where I need to be once I have the money to do that. At this point, I don't care about all the BS. I am going to get where I want to go regardless
