The Journey of the Alpha

[Alpha Male mo]

So what I've been noticing in this stage 1 is that I can't stand to live with all the things that hold my life from being whole.
im no longer content with what i am but i am striving for what i can be. I have so much bs still left in me that is hiding and i know i have to keep pushing myself. For ex. Ive been talking with a girl from a dating site and things got kinda hot between us. She said that she wanted fuck me and do all things to me. So it finally took guts to set up a time to meet her, since she lives kinda far and finally hookup. The only problem is sometimes whem Im about to call her i get into my head and pussy out. So im still working on pushing things further until we actually get together. So she agreed to meet up and its my job to make sure i dont fuck it up. Ive always been a firm believer of self trust. If you have the power to change ypyrself then you should not complain and be held accountable. A lot of people like to complain and whine at something that they can change.

Things I need to work on:
approaching more women
deciding for myself
Standing up to my boss
not care what others genuinely think