05-31-2015, 11:39 PM
Day 8
Felt the most resistance on day 6 where I woke up feeling tense and anxious for no conscious reason. Must be some deep unresolved stuff coming up to say hello lol. Not sure.
The general feeling so far is that I’m dispassionate, which is perfect for business dealings, and in a way I’m setting a foundation for a nice positive life outlook. Just not sure when that’s going to come, but I feel it should be soon. Whether it’s side effect or directly part of the script (I think there’s only line of the script that deals with this) but I’m finding myself getting things done ASAP. So procrastination appears to be dissolving from my life, which I’m hugely thankful for.
I’m still quite tired upon waking after 6 – 10 hours of ultrasonic playing over night. I used to only sleep about 5 – 7 hours, but I slept something like 11ish yesterday which is crazy. Hoping the tired feeling goes away soon. The good thing is that I only feel neutral/positive-ish when I awake now. This has helped me be more productive faster, so that’s a nice side effect (or direct effect, I can’t be sure).
When I did releasing before I found that I got rid of the surface issues that I would consciously think about on a daily basis. But it didn’t dig deep for the issues that are locked away. And I think that’s the point for those issues; they don’t want to be bothered because I’ve effectively buried them. The dreams I had on the first day of LTU tells me I’ll be digging up plenty of old issues to resolve once and for all though.
I can only imagine what a full month on this stuff is going to be like
Felt the most resistance on day 6 where I woke up feeling tense and anxious for no conscious reason. Must be some deep unresolved stuff coming up to say hello lol. Not sure.
The general feeling so far is that I’m dispassionate, which is perfect for business dealings, and in a way I’m setting a foundation for a nice positive life outlook. Just not sure when that’s going to come, but I feel it should be soon. Whether it’s side effect or directly part of the script (I think there’s only line of the script that deals with this) but I’m finding myself getting things done ASAP. So procrastination appears to be dissolving from my life, which I’m hugely thankful for.
I’m still quite tired upon waking after 6 – 10 hours of ultrasonic playing over night. I used to only sleep about 5 – 7 hours, but I slept something like 11ish yesterday which is crazy. Hoping the tired feeling goes away soon. The good thing is that I only feel neutral/positive-ish when I awake now. This has helped me be more productive faster, so that’s a nice side effect (or direct effect, I can’t be sure).
(05-29-2015, 09:50 PM)Benjamin Wrote: I did alot of Sedona in the past. It did help release some stuff and I managed to manifest some things. But I found it just made me too weak and passive. I don't agree with the 'neutral' state they talk about, i've always had much more success letting go of the negative and replacing with more positive beliefs.
Good luck with LTU.
When I did releasing before I found that I got rid of the surface issues that I would consciously think about on a daily basis. But it didn’t dig deep for the issues that are locked away. And I think that’s the point for those issues; they don’t want to be bothered because I’ve effectively buried them. The dreams I had on the first day of LTU tells me I’ll be digging up plenty of old issues to resolve once and for all though.
I can only imagine what a full month on this stuff is going to be like
