05-27-2015, 08:42 PM
After reading some experiences of others with Aura of Sexiness, I now see why someone on the forum said that EPRHA may seem boring in comparison 
I mean being contacted by random girls on facebook sounds interesting, haha. I'm still totally sticking with EPRHA though. I feel that now I am rounding out more in terms of my emotional mood changes. I am starting to feel like "me" again. At the same time, it seems that I am at least a little emotionally stronger/stable.
A thought may cross my mind about a girl that I could've made something happen with and it doesn't hurt me like it did before. Before I would literally do whatever to push the thoughts away. That's happening less and less frequently. Now, most of the time I just accept it as it is, and I think to myself that I will be succesful moving into the future.
Also, though it may be hard to understand, I feel that I outer me and inner me are more in alignment. Instead of having to fight myself to move forward and push on with life, it's we're both one now and we're moving forward united. (Just my mental imagery)
If there's one thing specifically I'd like to get from EPRHA, it's knowing that internal validation is the only thing that can make me happy. Nothing external can ultimately make me happy (maybe for a moment, but not permanent or sustainable). I make myself happy.
Also, for the record, I'm getting in around 16-19 hours a day (some days I only get 12, but those are few. And most of the time it's closer to 19 hrs)
I mean being contacted by random girls on facebook sounds interesting, haha. I'm still totally sticking with EPRHA though. I feel that now I am rounding out more in terms of my emotional mood changes. I am starting to feel like "me" again. At the same time, it seems that I am at least a little emotionally stronger/stable.
A thought may cross my mind about a girl that I could've made something happen with and it doesn't hurt me like it did before. Before I would literally do whatever to push the thoughts away. That's happening less and less frequently. Now, most of the time I just accept it as it is, and I think to myself that I will be succesful moving into the future.
Also, though it may be hard to understand, I feel that I outer me and inner me are more in alignment. Instead of having to fight myself to move forward and push on with life, it's we're both one now and we're moving forward united. (Just my mental imagery)
If there's one thing specifically I'd like to get from EPRHA, it's knowing that internal validation is the only thing that can make me happy. Nothing external can ultimately make me happy (maybe for a moment, but not permanent or sustainable). I make myself happy.
Also, for the record, I'm getting in around 16-19 hours a day (some days I only get 12, but those are few. And most of the time it's closer to 19 hrs)
