01-31-2011, 02:30 PM
(This post was last modified: 01-31-2011, 02:48 PM by WildFlower.)
Thanks for the suggestion K, I might use a sub like that in a few months. I'm sticking with the Charisma sub for now though. It's making a big impact, alongside the Alpha Male set. I can't tell what's causing what, but I'm definitely feeling the effects. People are definitely friendlier to me though.
My boss is incredibly childish; slyly talking about me indirectly to other employers wanting me to overhear and constantly trying to undermine me and get me to take the bait. I really don't think I can work there much longer and I have zero interest in taking him up on his constant invitations for an argument. I've applied for other 10 different, relevant jobs tonight alone - all better paid - and I'm feeling super motivated to move on. It's amazing how much can change in a year. Or is it, it's amazing how much I've changed in a year? Either way, I didn't bust my ass at University for 3 years to do a job that comes with such little respect, and the Alpha Male sets (09 and 11) are making me realise that.
I've been super tired for the past 3 days and I've not been able to figure out a reason why. Could this be to do with 4G and something I need to acclimatise too?
I'm starting to realise that auras may be more powerful than I've imagined before. More powerful - and accurate - than my worldview has been able to account for so far. In the past I've considered an aura to be something others pick up through body-language and the like. However, I've noticed that if I hold a thought about myself, whatever it is, I see it mirrored back to me with startlingly clarity.
Just too many coincidences; I wrote about a night in my other Alpha Male journal where several people all approached me and told me I was good looking, the prominent thought I was holding in my mind was "I'm good-looking". At other times, in other places I've had totally different remarks.
I had one day recently when several people said things to me along the lines of "use that big brain of yours", "now, your an intelligent guy, so ...", you can guess what kind of thought I was repeatedly thinking about myself. They all seem to come in clusters. And they all seem to be about what I'm thinking about myself, which is why I'm still referring to it as an aura rather than telepathy of some sort. I only get information about myself fed back to me, I don't get any other thought's echoed back, say I'm thinking about the weather or something.
I'm thinking once the Charisma sub kicks in I may have to order a custom sub to test this theory out further. I wonder how the affirmation's "I now consciously hold the thought that I am ....", or "I am always consciously aware and thinking that I am ..." would work.
My boss is incredibly childish; slyly talking about me indirectly to other employers wanting me to overhear and constantly trying to undermine me and get me to take the bait. I really don't think I can work there much longer and I have zero interest in taking him up on his constant invitations for an argument. I've applied for other 10 different, relevant jobs tonight alone - all better paid - and I'm feeling super motivated to move on. It's amazing how much can change in a year. Or is it, it's amazing how much I've changed in a year? Either way, I didn't bust my ass at University for 3 years to do a job that comes with such little respect, and the Alpha Male sets (09 and 11) are making me realise that.
I've been super tired for the past 3 days and I've not been able to figure out a reason why. Could this be to do with 4G and something I need to acclimatise too?
I'm starting to realise that auras may be more powerful than I've imagined before. More powerful - and accurate - than my worldview has been able to account for so far. In the past I've considered an aura to be something others pick up through body-language and the like. However, I've noticed that if I hold a thought about myself, whatever it is, I see it mirrored back to me with startlingly clarity.
Just too many coincidences; I wrote about a night in my other Alpha Male journal where several people all approached me and told me I was good looking, the prominent thought I was holding in my mind was "I'm good-looking". At other times, in other places I've had totally different remarks.
I had one day recently when several people said things to me along the lines of "use that big brain of yours", "now, your an intelligent guy, so ...", you can guess what kind of thought I was repeatedly thinking about myself. They all seem to come in clusters. And they all seem to be about what I'm thinking about myself, which is why I'm still referring to it as an aura rather than telepathy of some sort. I only get information about myself fed back to me, I don't get any other thought's echoed back, say I'm thinking about the weather or something.
I'm thinking once the Charisma sub kicks in I may have to order a custom sub to test this theory out further. I wonder how the affirmation's "I now consciously hold the thought that I am ....", or "I am always consciously aware and thinking that I am ..." would work.
“To be normal is the ideal aim of the unsuccessful.” - Carl Jung
