05-14-2015, 12:21 AM
So I am here with a buz.
I am typing this knowing I will read this later- primarily for me and those who read this, I hope you benefit from this too.
Went to a bar then bounced to a Kariokie place. I had two drinks and realized that I was afraid of other peoples perceptions of who I was, and how well I would do at Kariokie. Their was a cute chick managing it. Even though I had two drinks before driving there, I was sober enough to think she was hot.
WOW, so after typing that I feel really materialistic. I definetly wanted to bang her, for a guy thats how I feel- and I realize I still have a long path to go. Society has fucked me up, because part of me wanted to see her as a person, but for the life of me, I could not. I only thought: If I play my cards right, I would have her in my hotel room right fucking now.
But alas as I post this- and the tone that I post this; this did not come true.
Some things I also realized. So basically:
if you read this whoever: you need to sit down with yourself, I mean this.
This is what I want you to do. So I think, in my drunken state that we ALL have ONE fear that prevents us from getting what we want. MY example is women, and Kariokie happens to fit into this(the same false belief/fear runs both). As it turns out wanting to go on-stage in front of what? Five people brought up this fear.
Their was plenty of women that I could of talked to at the mall (reference above post). I honestly count (roughly) FIVE. I got one, sort of. I don't need anyone's apology, or "you did a good job" because honestly in my mind- I FAILED.
It is this, being hard on ones-self that inspires greatness- I think.
HONESTLY if you want PUSSY in your bed whenever- and I dont mean being married (unless your in an open-relationship and your wife helps pick-up women... another story) you have ONE OPTION:
AND THAT IS TO GO FOR THE
G O L D!!!
Their is no other option. In my mind Silver/Bronze does not get you to that Happy Place where you want to be.
Deep inside me I call for the day I can approach (within reason, and within logistics) ANYONE, that I find ATTRACTIVE. I dont care if shes with another dude. For all you know thats her brother (and thats the best mindset to beehive when doing so).
When I am putting all myself on the line; in a honest and genuine way. Only then will you know if she is interested (I AM TALKING ABOUT DAYGAME ONLY). Nightgame requires some... finesse. Which I honestly have no patience for. (if the chick wants you to drink before she talks to you- walk away).
I dont know what else to say. Except find your fear (because I believe it is ONLY ONE) because I think finding one and meditation may help understand it and find its weakness.
I forgot to mention, my fear is: WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK.
If I can twist this to some degree to which it gives me power... then hell yeah!
Thats what I mean by FIND YOUR FEAR, and then FIND ITS WEAKNESS.
Because the truth is... most people worry about HOW THEY ARE PERCEIVED to focus on you!!!
Once you know this truth- it gives you power.
-Leo out
I am typing this knowing I will read this later- primarily for me and those who read this, I hope you benefit from this too.
Went to a bar then bounced to a Kariokie place. I had two drinks and realized that I was afraid of other peoples perceptions of who I was, and how well I would do at Kariokie. Their was a cute chick managing it. Even though I had two drinks before driving there, I was sober enough to think she was hot.
WOW, so after typing that I feel really materialistic. I definetly wanted to bang her, for a guy thats how I feel- and I realize I still have a long path to go. Society has fucked me up, because part of me wanted to see her as a person, but for the life of me, I could not. I only thought: If I play my cards right, I would have her in my hotel room right fucking now.
But alas as I post this- and the tone that I post this; this did not come true.
Some things I also realized. So basically:
if you read this whoever: you need to sit down with yourself, I mean this.
This is what I want you to do. So I think, in my drunken state that we ALL have ONE fear that prevents us from getting what we want. MY example is women, and Kariokie happens to fit into this(the same false belief/fear runs both). As it turns out wanting to go on-stage in front of what? Five people brought up this fear.
Their was plenty of women that I could of talked to at the mall (reference above post). I honestly count (roughly) FIVE. I got one, sort of. I don't need anyone's apology, or "you did a good job" because honestly in my mind- I FAILED.
It is this, being hard on ones-self that inspires greatness- I think.
HONESTLY if you want PUSSY in your bed whenever- and I dont mean being married (unless your in an open-relationship and your wife helps pick-up women... another story) you have ONE OPTION:
AND THAT IS TO GO FOR THE
G O L D!!!
Their is no other option. In my mind Silver/Bronze does not get you to that Happy Place where you want to be.
Deep inside me I call for the day I can approach (within reason, and within logistics) ANYONE, that I find ATTRACTIVE. I dont care if shes with another dude. For all you know thats her brother (and thats the best mindset to beehive when doing so).
When I am putting all myself on the line; in a honest and genuine way. Only then will you know if she is interested (I AM TALKING ABOUT DAYGAME ONLY). Nightgame requires some... finesse. Which I honestly have no patience for. (if the chick wants you to drink before she talks to you- walk away).
I dont know what else to say. Except find your fear (because I believe it is ONLY ONE) because I think finding one and meditation may help understand it and find its weakness.
I forgot to mention, my fear is: WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK.
If I can twist this to some degree to which it gives me power... then hell yeah!
Thats what I mean by FIND YOUR FEAR, and then FIND ITS WEAKNESS.
Because the truth is... most people worry about HOW THEY ARE PERCEIVED to focus on you!!!
Once you know this truth- it gives you power.
-Leo out
