05-06-2010, 10:21 AM
I may not be feeling the euphoria much, anymore, but I definitely feel calmer when I play the subs. It feels like everything is going to work out, no matter what.
While my thoughts aren't so much about money, I notice that my dreams have become more erotic, and I feel more alpha inside and outside of my dreams. I've known for a long time that my issues with money tie into my issues with sex and relationships with the opposite sex. But it is nice that I'm getting these dreams and such. I think it's more to do with the US sub than the others. I feel like my most personal and out of reach goals are now reachable.
I feel like I'm repeating myself, and I probably am, but I cannot get over how wonderful the feelings I'm getting from these subs are. I'm not even thinking about money, but I feel that whatever money issues come up, they will be taken care of.
I also looked at what's playing on my Sansa Clip, and it happens to be the US sub the entire time I'm writing and editing this post. I notice that whenever that sub is playing, I'm very compelled to write about it and what I'm feeling. I've noticed this in other posts I've made, as well.
Anyway, MUWAS is playing right now, and there is a subtle change in the feeling. I still feel calm and that all's well, but I don't have as much of a need to write about it. When US is playing, I just want to share the feelings. When the other two are playing, I feel good, and more alpha, but I'm not so compelled to sit and write. This is just something that I'm noticing with the subs.
While my thoughts aren't so much about money, I notice that my dreams have become more erotic, and I feel more alpha inside and outside of my dreams. I've known for a long time that my issues with money tie into my issues with sex and relationships with the opposite sex. But it is nice that I'm getting these dreams and such. I think it's more to do with the US sub than the others. I feel like my most personal and out of reach goals are now reachable.
I feel like I'm repeating myself, and I probably am, but I cannot get over how wonderful the feelings I'm getting from these subs are. I'm not even thinking about money, but I feel that whatever money issues come up, they will be taken care of.
I also looked at what's playing on my Sansa Clip, and it happens to be the US sub the entire time I'm writing and editing this post. I notice that whenever that sub is playing, I'm very compelled to write about it and what I'm feeling. I've noticed this in other posts I've made, as well.
Anyway, MUWAS is playing right now, and there is a subtle change in the feeling. I still feel calm and that all's well, but I don't have as much of a need to write about it. When US is playing, I just want to share the feelings. When the other two are playing, I feel good, and more alpha, but I'm not so compelled to sit and write. This is just something that I'm noticing with the subs.
