05-09-2015, 06:47 PM
Conclusion
Now that I'm not busy and have the motivation to get on the forums again I think its time that I type this out now. As some of you might have read in Afzalg's thread, I stopped the program just before ending stage 5 and about to begin stage 6. Had nothing to do with resistance, though I did get some of that later on. Right after my last post in this thread I had a family emergency come up that caused me to either miss whole days of exposure or get too few. By the time everything was done I reckoned that I had missed way too many days. So, I moved my plans up and am currently on EPHRA right now (more on that later).
Since I pretty much , for the most part, finished 5 stages out of 6 I will give my opinion on the program. Overall, the program is "decent" but it doesn't feel all that powerful. Honestly, like I've said before I think its due to the lack of OE in the program. I don't know why but I think I might just be more susceptible to the subliminals that have OE in them for some reason. I've noticed with both AM6 and now EPHRA that my mind gets started right away making changes and they become readily apparent within 2 weeks. With WM it felt like my mind was taking its sweet time making the changes and I wouldn't start noticing any major changes til about 3 weeks in. If I noticed any internal changes before the 3rd week they would be subtle and would "slowly" grow throughout the rest of the stage. This does bring up the question of whether doing 64 days per stage might have brought up more results. I bet it probably would, but I neither have the time or patience to find out really especially when I could probably do SM 3.0 and get better results using the standard 32 days per stage.
As far as overall results go, I pretty much feel like I got the same results as AfzalG (minus the external results of course). I definitely see myself as high value now, my neediness is at a all time low, and all my "selfs"(Self esteem, self validation, etc) are at a all time high. There is one thing that definitely has shown itself ever since stage 5. I've had this incredible thirst for power for some reason. I just have this desire to reach the upper limits of high society. While that desire has grown, my concern for woman has gone down. They don't seem that important to me anymore when compared to my own self development and my new found desire for power. I feel like WM has installed this ambitious noble like mentality in me. I remember reading about how male aristocrats would choose a woman to marry not just based on her beauty but on things like her family background, wealth, skills (does she know how to run a household? Does she have any other tangible skills?), and if shes going anywhere in her life. He would then marry the woman and have a family with her. If the guy wanted sex, he would usually have a harem on the side (especially if he were a king) and the wife would no doubt know about it. Sex just seemed like nothing more than a itch that needed scratching. Not much of a big deal like it is today. Out of all of this though his main goals were to increase his own estate, increase the prestige of his family name, and have heirs to inherent from him.
I feel like I have taken a similar view towards relationships and sex. Their good and all but they come after my main goals. The idea of women seems boring to me now for some reason. The concept of having some highly sexual relationship just doesn't seem as exciting as it was before. I still have a high sex drive right now due to WM but sex itself has seemed to taken the backseat of being a fun extra curricular activity. On a similar note, I defintely did get the sexual stamina that AfzalG talked about. This was a result I was expecting more from SM instead of WM. Overall, I think the program is "decent" like I said but I feel like it is in need of a upgrade in the future. I think adding OE, taking out the focus on "single" woman, and adding in the polymorphic aura would be a very good start.
As for how EPRHA is going right now, definitely feel it working on some issues now. I feel like its working on getting rid of my PTSD as well. I plan on either running it for either 3 months (end period around mid July) or 6 months (end in October). As for my future sub use, I've decided that I'm not going to be running LTU afterwards. I'm thinking about running the AM6 Refresher stage for anywhere from 1 year to 2 years. I kinda of rethought my plan after reading how Justin stuck with AoS for 2 years straight. Granted, AoS is a 4G sub with less overall content than AM6 but I think if I run the AM6 refresher stage for long enough and with enough exposure I should get it to be permanent and self replicating. I also, shouldn't get much resistance seeing as in my last run I only got major resistance in stage 3. Add in the fact that I'm clearing out stuff with EPRHA and I shouldn't have any resistance at all really. The only thing I'm really contemplating is whether I "really" do want to run EPRHA for 3 months. I've thought about maybe just running it for 1 month and then switching to AM6 refresher for the long haul. Maybe since AM6 has EPRHA in it anyway and I will be running both for the long haul I will get the benefits of both. What do you guys think?
Now that I'm not busy and have the motivation to get on the forums again I think its time that I type this out now. As some of you might have read in Afzalg's thread, I stopped the program just before ending stage 5 and about to begin stage 6. Had nothing to do with resistance, though I did get some of that later on. Right after my last post in this thread I had a family emergency come up that caused me to either miss whole days of exposure or get too few. By the time everything was done I reckoned that I had missed way too many days. So, I moved my plans up and am currently on EPHRA right now (more on that later).
Since I pretty much , for the most part, finished 5 stages out of 6 I will give my opinion on the program. Overall, the program is "decent" but it doesn't feel all that powerful. Honestly, like I've said before I think its due to the lack of OE in the program. I don't know why but I think I might just be more susceptible to the subliminals that have OE in them for some reason. I've noticed with both AM6 and now EPHRA that my mind gets started right away making changes and they become readily apparent within 2 weeks. With WM it felt like my mind was taking its sweet time making the changes and I wouldn't start noticing any major changes til about 3 weeks in. If I noticed any internal changes before the 3rd week they would be subtle and would "slowly" grow throughout the rest of the stage. This does bring up the question of whether doing 64 days per stage might have brought up more results. I bet it probably would, but I neither have the time or patience to find out really especially when I could probably do SM 3.0 and get better results using the standard 32 days per stage.
As far as overall results go, I pretty much feel like I got the same results as AfzalG (minus the external results of course). I definitely see myself as high value now, my neediness is at a all time low, and all my "selfs"(Self esteem, self validation, etc) are at a all time high. There is one thing that definitely has shown itself ever since stage 5. I've had this incredible thirst for power for some reason. I just have this desire to reach the upper limits of high society. While that desire has grown, my concern for woman has gone down. They don't seem that important to me anymore when compared to my own self development and my new found desire for power. I feel like WM has installed this ambitious noble like mentality in me. I remember reading about how male aristocrats would choose a woman to marry not just based on her beauty but on things like her family background, wealth, skills (does she know how to run a household? Does she have any other tangible skills?), and if shes going anywhere in her life. He would then marry the woman and have a family with her. If the guy wanted sex, he would usually have a harem on the side (especially if he were a king) and the wife would no doubt know about it. Sex just seemed like nothing more than a itch that needed scratching. Not much of a big deal like it is today. Out of all of this though his main goals were to increase his own estate, increase the prestige of his family name, and have heirs to inherent from him.
I feel like I have taken a similar view towards relationships and sex. Their good and all but they come after my main goals. The idea of women seems boring to me now for some reason. The concept of having some highly sexual relationship just doesn't seem as exciting as it was before. I still have a high sex drive right now due to WM but sex itself has seemed to taken the backseat of being a fun extra curricular activity. On a similar note, I defintely did get the sexual stamina that AfzalG talked about. This was a result I was expecting more from SM instead of WM. Overall, I think the program is "decent" like I said but I feel like it is in need of a upgrade in the future. I think adding OE, taking out the focus on "single" woman, and adding in the polymorphic aura would be a very good start.
As for how EPRHA is going right now, definitely feel it working on some issues now. I feel like its working on getting rid of my PTSD as well. I plan on either running it for either 3 months (end period around mid July) or 6 months (end in October). As for my future sub use, I've decided that I'm not going to be running LTU afterwards. I'm thinking about running the AM6 Refresher stage for anywhere from 1 year to 2 years. I kinda of rethought my plan after reading how Justin stuck with AoS for 2 years straight. Granted, AoS is a 4G sub with less overall content than AM6 but I think if I run the AM6 refresher stage for long enough and with enough exposure I should get it to be permanent and self replicating. I also, shouldn't get much resistance seeing as in my last run I only got major resistance in stage 3. Add in the fact that I'm clearing out stuff with EPRHA and I shouldn't have any resistance at all really. The only thing I'm really contemplating is whether I "really" do want to run EPRHA for 3 months. I've thought about maybe just running it for 1 month and then switching to AM6 refresher for the long haul. Maybe since AM6 has EPRHA in it anyway and I will be running both for the long haul I will get the benefits of both. What do you guys think?
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche