05-09-2015, 07:22 AM
Stage 1, day 26.
Not much in women front, no stares, buts or anything funny, but today I feel more in control and less needy, this makes me feel good. Today, well tonight to be more accurate I woke up at ~4:00 at night and decided to get out of my bed and guess what?? Started to clean my house... Yap, washed all the dishes, sorted out the socks, cleaned garbage and had to actually really consciously force myself not to take vacuum and start vacuuming the house. I am really amazed by this, because I am not one of the cleanest types in house matters (softly said).
Not much in women front, no stares, buts or anything funny, but today I feel more in control and less needy, this makes me feel good. Today, well tonight to be more accurate I woke up at ~4:00 at night and decided to get out of my bed and guess what?? Started to clean my house... Yap, washed all the dishes, sorted out the socks, cleaned garbage and had to actually really consciously force myself not to take vacuum and start vacuuming the house. I am really amazed by this, because I am not one of the cleanest types in house matters (softly said).
