(04-26-2015, 12:31 PM)Ricardo Wrote: Good luck with SM. Get used to the heightened sex drive, it's just the same in WM but without the perviness towards females.

(04-26-2015, 12:05 PM)Clansy Wrote: Hi guys, so I have finished AM6 with great results and now I am running SM. I am at Stage 1, week 2.

Interesting fact that despite that it's my first run I don't feel absolutely any resistance to SM. Actually I am experiencing to big of the changes that completely decimates me. Even AM6 haven't got my life in such craze to the point that I am considering dropping it. Will list the thing that this stage brought to me:

1) Well can't go a day without masturbating or I became a walking boner and lose my mind sexual craze (could swear would **** anything that moves) and say the things to girls that I regret later on.

2) Sex, sex, sex every conversation with girls go to it and I always over do it by being too pushy. From asking nude selfies from the girl I have JUST chatted up on tinder, to blatantly offering to **** for a girl that liked me in the past and is in town. Now multiply these blunt thing x4-5 times a day, thats my normal day... That's so not me... This thing is that drives me crazy, it's like my mind goes in trance and thing just happen... And they don't end well.

3) Improved alpha body language.

4) A lot of dates, that goes way worse than before. I don't know, seems like I only care about sex, not keeping the small talks, get annoyed by them.

To tell you the truth feeling a bit lost right now, feeling like I am losing myself and becoming a pervert that has no chance with girls.

(04-26-2015, 11:13 PM)Shannon Wrote: You basically are experiencing that the program works, but don't have the calibration yet. It will never come if you don't finish it. And yes, you have to finish it once you start. It is designed, like AM, to push you off balance and effectively cause your growth by doing so, and then have each stage balance the previous one by off-balancing you in a different direction.

Stick to it. You can't see the benefits if you don't let it finish its job. I never said it was a lightweight at doing what it does. And remember... this program was designed by you guys.

(04-30-2015, 02:43 PM)jonathan4all Wrote: so happy for your Clansy . you have wonderful future to dig deeper

(04-30-2015, 02:40 PM)Clansy Wrote: Ok, seems like only few days have passed but have so much to report. First of all had a interesting question from my mom 2 days back. She asked if a lot of girls approach me to hit on me in streets. When I asked why she thinks so she told me that I look good and she would't be surprised if lots of girls would try to hit on me. First time she had such a interesting question, so most likely some of the auras is starting to take effect.

Another thing is I had a call from a girl I didn't know inviting me to a date. Basically what she said was "Hi, I want to meet with you. You don't know me, my name is ***, I am from school *** (school I have pretty much no relation to except few friends I am studying with that studied there), I have 2 tickets to the consert and I would like to go with you". To tell you the truth I was a bit sleepy at that time (had 1h nap in the middle of the day) and taking into consideration my lately bold talks with girls (thought might be some friend of some of them) I decided to simply say, that "It's pleasant to get a invitation, but please write me in the facebook first" in nice voice. Didn't hear from her after that.

Other things I notice is desire to keep my house clean, walking around the house cleaning them, taking care of myself. As always seems like I just have to push all the conversations with girls to sex, to tell you the truth it makes me feel very needy and pushy. Almost desperate and even if rejections doesn't hurt too much, but they all add up. And taking into consideration that soon I am turning 20, am still a virgin (even too I had some experiences that would make lots of men jealous), and all the girls and guys I talk with seems to be having great sex time (casual or not) with other people. This really makes me think why I can't have it and why I suck so much and that adds up to the feeling of being desperate (I know, this doesn't make sense... Logically I do understand it, but it is totally different feeling from AM, then I literally didn't care, now its up).

(05-02-2015, 02:07 PM)Clansy Wrote: Ok, seems like its the first journal that I feel I have something to update almost every day. Have a fun story that just happened. Got matched in tinder with a hot 10 (super model, toned body and awesome face) from another city and within 30 minutes of chatting, I believe we exchanged no more than 10-15 messages both sides, she was sending me nude selfies and masturbating to my pictures, basically begging me to send her something more. Funniest thing was that after she came, she suddenly blocked me on facebook. I guess shame and guild hit her hard . Well funny story, what can I say. I am happy too, this shows that finally I am starting to get that calibration thing and can express my intentions to women different ways besides saying "Strip, I want to **** you" like I did at the start of the stage. Small steps to victory!