Finding the light at the end of the tunnel- my am6 journey.

[Leo1990]

Good luck channelling your inner Hank Moody! I'll have fun reading about it

Thanks Ben.
The fact is, while I want what he has I dont want to break hearts, which may be impossible.

Anyway, I kinda approached two women today. It wasnt really anything.

The book says to approach 100; 20 on a weekend and 10 for 3 weekdays, totaling 50 per week. Also the book says to approach 100 without wanting anything or closing (numbers or anything else).

I can manage 100, part of me thinks I dont need to do 100 though, since I am already familiar with daygame.

Thinking about it, I did have some fear giving compliments... stupid right? Also one like me needs to be EXACTLY CLEAR on my GOAL. I need to be clear on what I want from all this. Being a Hank Moody incarnation, and knowing what the end-goal of all this is.

Let me make this clear: Anyone wanting to go down this path, this path meaning: becoming alot better with women, separating yourself from the dull grey that is mankind (regular men- not women too), the kind of success that you only hear about with men who bang women like their is no tomorrow MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST and seriously M U S T--- make it clear what THEIR END GOAL IS and IT NEEDS TO BE SPECIFIC to the point that you know you have reached it. It cannot be a generic goal like "sleep with a whole bunch of chicks."

ANOTHER THING: You MUST MUST MUST MUST... seriously MUST make a list of what you WILL and WILL NOT accept from a woman, that being acceptable behavior and not acceptable behavior. The kind of list that she makes a wrong move and thats a RED FLAG. The kind of list that is your ACL. If you dont know what an ACL is, its a technical term- it means Access Control List. That being computers are very rigid, black and white, analytical. When something doesnt meet their criteria they destroy/drop that process.

I bring computers into this mix because as I am typing; when it comes to acceptable and not acceptable behavior- we must do the same. As MEN will not only solidify who we are but make us a more attractive person too. TOO MANY MEN are walked all over. TOO MANY MEN are pushed around and taken advantage of. Like me, I was that way.


Typing this has well made me realize some things. I realized that plainly approaching will work but I need that ACL and that End Goal. I need to know when I have Made IT.



To me, my goal looks something like this when I have MADE IT:

- No hesitation to approach a woman who I find attractive.
- I use my charm, my wit, my best self to seduce her, and if she does not comply or meet my ACL then I drop her and I am on to the next one.
- I do not put all my eggs in one basket EVER.
- I have three/3 women who I am seeing weekly, and they know about each-other (not to incur needless drama).
- I get called upon to drill these and other women because they know I am a man who can be trusted, that I am a sexy sexual being- someone who turns them on.
- I exclude sexual confidence and sexuality (men who are good with women do this naturally, its like they talk about their coc* alot)
- I have confidence to actually do my best to seduce a woman/ or give off the vibe of being a sexually confident man who then she feels comfortable to seduce me.
- My body language is confident and sexual.
- Women that I am seeing are open to sexually indulge whatever I may be craving at that moment.
- Since women are comfortable with me, they sometimes refer their friends to me (because they are sick of the "Nice Guy" epidemic that sweeps this earth) to take care of them sexually.
- If I were to move to a new country with no ties, I could have a new lover within a couple days.

These are my goals, and notice that they can be done. Each one I have heard from men who are good with women who have completed these.


I would also like to ask if Ben or Andrew or Shannon could disable the profanity filter (in this forum specifically).


Thinking about it, I feel more sexual, as if I want to talk about my coc* more. Its rather funny. I wont include details but I am one sexy, motherfuc*er. I realize that I have been suppressed sexually just as much as women have. THE MEN who are EXCEPTIONAL with WOMEN are very sexual. I noticed this in a friend of mine (former friend- he didn't bother to treat his actual BROS like real friends). He talked about woman's puss* alot and how he would fuc* it in a certain way, the taste etc. Very sexual.

Granted with a woman you can be too sexual too-fast. As I have tried. However men like those who I have mentioned above are able to do it in a way that is to a woman's liking. Something I am learning.


I am thankful each and every day for who I am.

For my sexuality- whatever the fuc* it may be, because suppressing any part of it is not freedom.
For who I am, a sexy, confident motherfuc*er who found subs to augment his reality
For being adventurous and not a prude
For having the Cojones to have the audacity to want to bang hot, tight puss* on the regular.
For having a brain that will undoubtedly bring me lots of moolah
For having the brains to write this post
For having the desire to want to change, and not be a fatso on a couch eating cheetos watching Californication... hehehe




Remember this: Life is all about sex. It really is. That's why we were on this planet. To fuc* puss* and to make love.

I kinda been looking at life differently as from today, some might say "what were you smoking when you wrote that post? I want some!"

All I can say is you can either let life fuc* you in the ass because you didnt get what you wanted or you can take life by the hair and make it choke on it.




Leo out!