Time for weekly recap.
Not much has happened this week that really sticks out per se. I still have the crazy dreams (I take that as normal nowadays) and making new friends on another forum (no, its not PT nor is it a PUA forum). I have today's salsa class to look forward to and a coworkers party tonight.
After I get through with Alpha Male 2010, I will switch over to an attraction sub. I'm trying to decide on just a "small" sub like become irresistibly attractive... and then immediately back over to Alpha Male 2011. Or, use Women Magnet / "sex magnet" and then go back to Alpha Male late this year.
I dunno if I'm just impatient but I just feel like something is still amiss and I feel the need to be even more 'alpha'. I read others journals and they are experiencing more than I am regarding certain things with less exposure. So I guess you can say that I still feel "needy" in a certain way.
Hopefully this situation will right itself soon because I find it unpleasant.
Aside from that, I still feel relaxed... more so than in the past and I'm slightly more able to speak my mind to others.
Speaking my mind to people that I already know is getting a lot easier. It's to strangers that I still have trouble with at times.
I'm just wondering (and hoping) if either women magnet or sex magnet will soften some rough edges out and make me even more fun to be around. I don't want to unintentionally scare off new people that I can befriend.
This concludes the last full week of stage 5 for me; I start stage 6 on the 31st.
Not much has happened this week that really sticks out per se. I still have the crazy dreams (I take that as normal nowadays) and making new friends on another forum (no, its not PT nor is it a PUA forum). I have today's salsa class to look forward to and a coworkers party tonight.
After I get through with Alpha Male 2010, I will switch over to an attraction sub. I'm trying to decide on just a "small" sub like become irresistibly attractive... and then immediately back over to Alpha Male 2011. Or, use Women Magnet / "sex magnet" and then go back to Alpha Male late this year.
I dunno if I'm just impatient but I just feel like something is still amiss and I feel the need to be even more 'alpha'. I read others journals and they are experiencing more than I am regarding certain things with less exposure. So I guess you can say that I still feel "needy" in a certain way.
Hopefully this situation will right itself soon because I find it unpleasant.
Aside from that, I still feel relaxed... more so than in the past and I'm slightly more able to speak my mind to others.
Speaking my mind to people that I already know is getting a lot easier. It's to strangers that I still have trouble with at times.
I'm just wondering (and hoping) if either women magnet or sex magnet will soften some rough edges out and make me even more fun to be around. I don't want to unintentionally scare off new people that I can befriend.
This concludes the last full week of stage 5 for me; I start stage 6 on the 31st.
Get your pickles!!!
