04-27-2015, 02:02 AM
(04-26-2015, 11:13 PM)Shannon Wrote: You basically are experiencing that the program works, but don't have the calibration yet. It will never come if you don't finish it. And yes, you have to finish it once you start. It is designed, like AM, to push you off balance and effectively cause your growth by doing so, and then have each stage balance the previous one by off-balancing you in a different direction.
Stick to it. You can't see the benefits if you don't let it finish its job. I never said it was a lightweight at doing what it does. And remember... this program was designed by you guys.
I guess I was really hit by all those rejections yesterday. Will continue to do SM3, but will try to control myself a bit consciously, because can't take this stupid rampage of myself anymore;D.
Feeling a bit like in AM6 stage 5 then I did some pretty bold and out of place things that got me into a bit of trouble later on. Like annoying lecturer kept us 5 minutes after lecture just to continue slowly asking do we have a questions for him and moralize us that we should respect his time and ask questions. At that point I could't take it anymore and raised my hand to say that lecture have ended long time ago and we want to go to eat. He responded with "You can go if you want" clearly expecting to fuck with me. Well I did stand up, slowly packed my things and left while whole class and lecturer had their jaws open That lecturer still hates me and cant get more than 5 from him ;D. After few of similar accidents took conscious control of this thing and it fixed itself.
