Well I was hoping for my last post to spark a conversation, but right now I need an outlet for how I'm feeling. Lately I've been talking about how it feels like I'm regressing in Stage 5. Well tonight is the worst yet. I'm feeling lonely, resentful (of my past and of others), undeserving, undesirable, and hopeless. And it's hitting me like a ton of bricks. I haven't felt like this since I started the program—WTF. It's like all the progress has been erased and my mind booted back to the old operating system. It's worse because I've tasted personal empowerment and I can feel the sting of its absence.
This is bullshit. What is going on?
This is bullshit. What is going on?