The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

I'm going to start a regular mirror affirmation practice again, morning and night. These past two weeks, I have been having to get up at 3 in the morning and so it kind of threw a wrench in my schedule. The mirror affirmations I do are sure not to interfere with the script of the alpha set, though. I prefer more general affirmations pertaining to

-Loving and accepting yourself completely

-Being Light hearted

-Forgiveness for others and yourself(That brings so much peace in your life)

-Facing fears and becoming fearless

Those are the morning ones. I do some pertainign to women and money, but I do those at night.


I'm doing Alpha 2010, btw. I'm almost done with stage 5.

just wonderin though, since ure a super stud right now...can have any women that you want....you defenetly got this area of your life handled. whats your goal for the future with women? get married? will you....? lol

I don't neccesarily have everything handled, just a lot of stuff. There's still more I need to work on, but deciding what I want has kind of been a problem for me. I guess that's why I tend to get in to a lot of casual relationships. I think I need to start journaling(I mean aside from this,lol) and figure out what I do want. I know that marriage is probably never going to be an option. If I'm going to be with one girl, I'd much rather be with her until we decide not to be together anymore. I could see myself being in a relationship with one girl, but she'd have to really turn me on and have a great sense of humor. I could definitely go for that. Right now I'm just in the "sowing my wild oats" phase. I think it's a good phase for guys to go through as long as they're careful(Unfortunately most aren't). It gets that need for sex out of your system that plagues most people their entire lives causing all manner of neurosis. People today are lacking a good amount of sexual fulfillment. Thus, having casual relationships is what seems more natural to me right now. The girls I attract are very high quality these days, but sometimes there's a good gap in between attracting new ones where there's nothing going on. That's another good thing about the alpha set, though, if there's nothing going, you don't care all that much.