04-21-2015, 03:59 AM
Man I just don't want to do anything right now. For the last week or so I've practically done nothing. I've just been lying around distracting myself with facebook and more social media. I was going to sit down and start releasing crap but I couldn't even bring myself to try and tap on what I was feeling because I just don't know. I had a bit of a plan, it's just faded into nothing.
Desire to even leave my room is verging on zero. I just see problems everywhere and that its all probably just pointless.
I'm not hating on mysef, I'm just ok with how shit everything is. I look terrible. Am really lazy. Have no social skills - what's interesting though. My job is going ok, people are being nice to me, I've had some great new ideas for my business.
I think a big part of it is the lack of women in my life, I feel kind of worthless like what do I have to offer anywau - I don't even mean it in a negative way, just it is what it is.
I want to do sm3 but I can't afford to take 6 months to do it, knowing that ii need to sort out my life goals first, I.e. Get financial independence. So it's gonna be Base for me I guess.
Desire to even leave my room is verging on zero. I just see problems everywhere and that its all probably just pointless.
I'm not hating on mysef, I'm just ok with how shit everything is. I look terrible. Am really lazy. Have no social skills - what's interesting though. My job is going ok, people are being nice to me, I've had some great new ideas for my business.
I think a big part of it is the lack of women in my life, I feel kind of worthless like what do I have to offer anywau - I don't even mean it in a negative way, just it is what it is.
I want to do sm3 but I can't afford to take 6 months to do it, knowing that ii need to sort out my life goals first, I.e. Get financial independence. So it's gonna be Base for me I guess.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
