04-12-2015, 06:34 PM
Stage 4, Day 2,
Last day at work. Last date with my girlfriend/sex partner. We had really good sex, but it was sad that it had to end. After we got dressed, she started sobbing. I still have that emotional shield up; I can still feel, but it's keeping me from being a leaf in the wind. Still, I'm gonna miss her; we wished the best for each other. I was able to put something funny on and laugh.
Not a whole lot to report; I'm using pMemory to learn entire resources for my job, so that I can apply them during sessions with clients. It's going alright, but it requires time and some focus. Taking the week off of YouTube and Facebook again.
Last day at work. Last date with my girlfriend/sex partner. We had really good sex, but it was sad that it had to end. After we got dressed, she started sobbing. I still have that emotional shield up; I can still feel, but it's keeping me from being a leaf in the wind. Still, I'm gonna miss her; we wished the best for each other. I was able to put something funny on and laugh.
Not a whole lot to report; I'm using pMemory to learn entire resources for my job, so that I can apply them during sessions with clients. It's going alright, but it requires time and some focus. Taking the week off of YouTube and Facebook again.
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