04-03-2015, 09:46 PM
Stage 3, Day 25,
Got home around 7:45am. I told myself that I was awake enough to take on the day, but "let's lay down for a few minutes". I slept until 1:15pm.
Spent the rest of the day relaxing and recovering from that weird night. Did pMemory, playing guitar and piano, though my nervous system was fried so I couldn't get a good sound to come out.
The girl from yesterday is asking for my last name and my age without me bringing it up. I gave her my last name, and for age, I reply: "Old enough.. Guess first" I think she might like me!
I wrote out a plan for the second quarter. This should make my life into a fun game again.
After this run of AM is done, I might do 'Stop Stuttering', as it's an extrinsic factor to me feeling 100% comfortable and confident in various situations; languages, dating, social life, professional life. It affects the words I choose. Even though I have very complex ideas in my noggin, I can't quite put them out there in the ether for others to understand them.
Got home around 7:45am. I told myself that I was awake enough to take on the day, but "let's lay down for a few minutes". I slept until 1:15pm.
Spent the rest of the day relaxing and recovering from that weird night. Did pMemory, playing guitar and piano, though my nervous system was fried so I couldn't get a good sound to come out.
The girl from yesterday is asking for my last name and my age without me bringing it up. I gave her my last name, and for age, I reply: "Old enough.. Guess first" I think she might like me!
I wrote out a plan for the second quarter. This should make my life into a fun game again.
After this run of AM is done, I might do 'Stop Stuttering', as it's an extrinsic factor to me feeling 100% comfortable and confident in various situations; languages, dating, social life, professional life. It affects the words I choose. Even though I have very complex ideas in my noggin, I can't quite put them out there in the ether for others to understand them.
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