The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

Control your mouth? You're an alpha. You say what you damned well please! lol

Fan clubs form when a man is high value and difficult to "catch". You, sir, are achieving the dream.

Now why are you so jaded? Because they play games? Cheat? Lie? Backstab? Something must have you jaded. What is it?

In my case, I've had it with the things I mentioned and several more. I know not all women are like that, but it seems I will have to change my location to find women more in line with what I am looking for. Florida just isn't working for me.

I think it's just that the girls I'm currently around don't do it for me anymore. They don't really spark a fire in me anymore. I probably just need to get a bigger social circle, but really that's my problem and one I intend to change very soon. I attract a lot of new age chicks and hippy-ish chicks for some reason and lately I've just been wanting the blonde cheerleader type, lol. Giggly girls that react to me strongly are what I'm in to these days.


A behavior that has diminished a lot since I started the alpha set is wanting peoples approval for the hot girl I'm with. I used to like to show off my hot girl for others approval. Thankfully I realized how pathetic this behavior is. Yesterday a girl I know asked me to describe a girl I see on and off to her. I just told her she was bald and had microcephalus(not true, but there's a thought "Attract your perfect pinhead" sub).
Most of the girls I see now are in secret. I keep my affairs in the shadows for their sake.