03-29-2015, 06:23 PM
Stage 3, Day 20,
I woke up earlier than usual on Sunday; I actually went to a place of prayer, because my friend from out of town was going there, and leaving town soon after. I stuck to my word and went. After a few moments with his friends, I realized that I signed up for a whole lot. Won't go into detail, but it gave me insight into psychology and group think.
The whole thing was a hoot; the girl next to me passed out; I was going to go for help, and the friend said: "Oh, she does this often". The girl came to and didn't want help either. I had to leave early to catch the bus to work, and I didn't even get to talk with my friend. Needless to say, I won't be returning.
At my paid work, it's my second to last day. My last day is two weeks from now. I starting to get pretty attracted to this one woman at my work. I have a feeling that once I'm done at my job, I could grab a drink with her, and maybe take her to bed.
I get home, cook a little something, and have my sex partner coming over. She wasn't willing to have penetrative sex because she's on her period, but she was willing to give oral, which went well, barring a little mishap. She got a little emotional afterward, considering that I'm leaving town in about a month, but it was more due to the fact that I made a comment about how 'shes a keeper.. for about four weeks'. I made sure that she felt understood, but I understood it's also period-talk. I felt like a real man dealing with that in a mature way.
I completed lesson 51 of pMemory. Only 8 days left.
I woke up earlier than usual on Sunday; I actually went to a place of prayer, because my friend from out of town was going there, and leaving town soon after. I stuck to my word and went. After a few moments with his friends, I realized that I signed up for a whole lot. Won't go into detail, but it gave me insight into psychology and group think.
The whole thing was a hoot; the girl next to me passed out; I was going to go for help, and the friend said: "Oh, she does this often". The girl came to and didn't want help either. I had to leave early to catch the bus to work, and I didn't even get to talk with my friend. Needless to say, I won't be returning.
At my paid work, it's my second to last day. My last day is two weeks from now. I starting to get pretty attracted to this one woman at my work. I have a feeling that once I'm done at my job, I could grab a drink with her, and maybe take her to bed.
I get home, cook a little something, and have my sex partner coming over. She wasn't willing to have penetrative sex because she's on her period, but she was willing to give oral, which went well, barring a little mishap. She got a little emotional afterward, considering that I'm leaving town in about a month, but it was more due to the fact that I made a comment about how 'shes a keeper.. for about four weeks'. I made sure that she felt understood, but I understood it's also period-talk. I felt like a real man dealing with that in a mature way.
I completed lesson 51 of pMemory. Only 8 days left.
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