The Modern Libertine's diary

[Cortez]

I'm so jaded with women. Most of the time I'd rather watch netflix by myself than even call a girl and have her come over. That's why I decided maybe I should do Woman Magnet or Sex Magnet. Maybe it will help with that...This indifference is getting insane. Women just seem like a pointless distraction most of the time. I'm sure this severe indifference will go away. The alpha set has made 10x more powerful, though. I'm not saying that is a bad thing, just an interesting one. Meanwhile women are falling for me left and right...apparently I have a fan club now(Or so I hear).

I'm certainly not trying to be arrogant here, this is just how I feel right now. The alpha set has some very strong effects on me.

Speaking of effects, I think the Carpe Diem sub is making me feel crazy. I'm very in the moment most of the time and it's making me really funny, but Ican't seem to control my mouth, lol. I'm sure the effects will settle in sooner or later and there won't be so much entropy. Let's hope so.