03-21-2015, 01:39 PM
So I've been enjoying the program a lot, I've changed a lot but I still see more room to grow. A lot of thanks to Shannon I don't think he hears that enough but its great what your subs do. Before this program I went through hell, I was so wrapped up in mythoughts, what everybody thought of me, the whole 9 yards. Now I just don't care much at all though stage 5 is making me kinda closed off I know that its just a phase. Even though I'm not what you considered alpha male yet, I know for a fact that this is just the beggining. if I compare from where I used to be to now, its amazing.
last year was my coldest year, I couldn't even sit next to a girl without literary shaking now its just silly. i still get nervous from time to time but its not overwhelming . I've had women indirectly try to catch my attention, some sing to me and i didn't even know them. But im more concerned with the inner stuff now.
Has anyone gone through crazy shit before using Am and how did Am change your life or how is Am changing your life?
btw in stage 5 im havimg alot of sex dreams like every single night. Before maybe twice a week, also in stage 5 im starting to watch erotic movies on youtunlbe but the weird thing is I don't feel like watching porn or anything to explicit. Just a movie thatshows a woman getting nailed or two women getting it on, then i get bored because its not me.
last year was my coldest year, I couldn't even sit next to a girl without literary shaking now its just silly. i still get nervous from time to time but its not overwhelming . I've had women indirectly try to catch my attention, some sing to me and i didn't even know them. But im more concerned with the inner stuff now.
Has anyone gone through crazy shit before using Am and how did Am change your life or how is Am changing your life?
btw in stage 5 im havimg alot of sex dreams like every single night. Before maybe twice a week, also in stage 5 im starting to watch erotic movies on youtunlbe but the weird thing is I don't feel like watching porn or anything to explicit. Just a movie thatshows a woman getting nailed or two women getting it on, then i get bored because its not me.
