Stage 3, Day 8,
So tired that I mislabel the wrong stage number. Today, I worked with the same lady, but at a different location. Had to figure out buses. Something about new habits that are simply exhausting. This is a new day-long habit, so every new decision and thought means extra work on the brain. I hit a very heavy dip in energy about 3 times during the day. Too intense and mentally draining to be able to focus on pMemory for more than 5 seconds at a time. It takes 6 seconds to form a proper connection. I'm not even putting the 30 seconds it takes to take statistics of my daily exercises. Being de-motivated sucks.
By the end of the week, I'll have stretched myself enough to be able to treat clients with a certain level of proficiency. By next week, my energy levels will sustain, and then I can focus on increasing the amount of topics and fine-tuning my approach.
Gym was pretty great; lifting well, getting big. I saw a girl that I haven't seen since last summer. She's really cool, and though she's got a boyfriend, we make some good conversation. Plus, she actually seems to want me there. And she's got these very nice big sexy legs that she's built up through leg exercises. We chatted a few times throughout my exercise session.
Something I didn't mention yesterday; I'm starting to become disgusted with myself for not knowing the skills to attract women. Not a logical thing, but the feeling is there nonetheless. I also feel cheated for not being taught these skills, which come so easily to others.
@Geodude; Thanks man. I've thought about that, and it opens my time up, more specifically, my year opens up. However, it's the only thing left before being done this chapter of my life for good. I'd just want it to be over with.
Then again, I hear of Brad Pitt deliberately dropping out of college with 1 semester left. Or all the college drop-outs that go on to be extremely successful.
But this subliminal has certainly given me some extra perks each stage I use. So I'll keep listening.
So tired that I mislabel the wrong stage number. Today, I worked with the same lady, but at a different location. Had to figure out buses. Something about new habits that are simply exhausting. This is a new day-long habit, so every new decision and thought means extra work on the brain. I hit a very heavy dip in energy about 3 times during the day. Too intense and mentally draining to be able to focus on pMemory for more than 5 seconds at a time. It takes 6 seconds to form a proper connection. I'm not even putting the 30 seconds it takes to take statistics of my daily exercises. Being de-motivated sucks.
By the end of the week, I'll have stretched myself enough to be able to treat clients with a certain level of proficiency. By next week, my energy levels will sustain, and then I can focus on increasing the amount of topics and fine-tuning my approach.
Gym was pretty great; lifting well, getting big. I saw a girl that I haven't seen since last summer. She's really cool, and though she's got a boyfriend, we make some good conversation. Plus, she actually seems to want me there. And she's got these very nice big sexy legs that she's built up through leg exercises. We chatted a few times throughout my exercise session.
Something I didn't mention yesterday; I'm starting to become disgusted with myself for not knowing the skills to attract women. Not a logical thing, but the feeling is there nonetheless. I also feel cheated for not being taught these skills, which come so easily to others.
@Geodude; Thanks man. I've thought about that, and it opens my time up, more specifically, my year opens up. However, it's the only thing left before being done this chapter of my life for good. I'd just want it to be over with.
Then again, I hear of Brad Pitt deliberately dropping out of college with 1 semester left. Or all the college drop-outs that go on to be extremely successful.
But this subliminal has certainly given me some extra perks each stage I use. So I'll keep listening.
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