03-17-2015, 01:32 PM
If I saw you in real life, I'd give you a bro hug. I'm literally in the same boat as you. You have a stark advantage over your "competition" (I put in competition in quotations as it doesn't actually exist.) as you have subliminals.
Just let go of all this shit. In the grand scheme of things it really doesn't matter. You will inevitably die. What if this experience is a launch pad for you to start your own business or something? One thing I've realized is that if you let go of everything, shit will just come to you. For example, I went to this party and talked to this dude for like 5 minutes. Turns out he's in this awesome company that was really in need with someone with my skills. He explained how everyone there will like me and how laid back everyone is. It was pretty cool. He insisted that I work there. Wouldn't leave me alone about it.
Another time, I was working as a waiter at Pizza Hut. (Yeah I know. lol) and this dude INSISTS that I work at the nearby power plant with him. He and his fellow manager said, "We will hire you right now. PLEASE work there!" Note: I have literally no experience in that kind of work, so I politely declined. The dude came back over a series of months with his family and friends and would not stop insisting it. I went out to eat and that dude came up to me AGAIN and insisted I work there. In retrospect, I wish I would've at least tried it. They make serious bank there.
Regardless, I promise that you will come out on top.
Just let go of all this shit. In the grand scheme of things it really doesn't matter. You will inevitably die. What if this experience is a launch pad for you to start your own business or something? One thing I've realized is that if you let go of everything, shit will just come to you. For example, I went to this party and talked to this dude for like 5 minutes. Turns out he's in this awesome company that was really in need with someone with my skills. He explained how everyone there will like me and how laid back everyone is. It was pretty cool. He insisted that I work there. Wouldn't leave me alone about it.
Another time, I was working as a waiter at Pizza Hut. (Yeah I know. lol) and this dude INSISTS that I work at the nearby power plant with him. He and his fellow manager said, "We will hire you right now. PLEASE work there!" Note: I have literally no experience in that kind of work, so I politely declined. The dude came back over a series of months with his family and friends and would not stop insisting it. I went out to eat and that dude came up to me AGAIN and insisted I work there. In retrospect, I wish I would've at least tried it. They make serious bank there.
Regardless, I promise that you will come out on top.