03-17-2015, 06:43 AM
Stage 5 Day 13
I feel weak. I feel lost and, in touch with my weak side. An emotional side that I throw away to see the world as objectively as possible. Balance in both subjective and objective point of view.
Tonight. I feel no power at all. I just want to sleep, rest and disconnect with this feeling. This overwhelming melancholy, a side which I rarely touch. My emotional side that want to be depended by people. A side of me that crave other people dependency on me. I want to be hugged by not only 1 or 2 or 3, but more, more and regardless of their gender. I want to share, and coincidentally today I shared free foods for others
and with my new friend!! (F*ck you AM6 manifestations lol)
God. I love you. I love you to the bottom of my heart that you engineer us, humans, to feel happy when sharing, giving, teaching, spreading whatever it is that support our life.
I love you for letting me the chance to live. I love you for everything and anything that manifest until today and for the rest of my life. I love you for giving shits, tests, quizzes, responsibilities for I understand, the more you give me the more you trust me for the well being of this world and others
God. I love you. I love your creations, especially chicks of course and I feel shameful that just today I receive this.
Your awesome God and thank you
I feel weak. I feel lost and, in touch with my weak side. An emotional side that I throw away to see the world as objectively as possible. Balance in both subjective and objective point of view.
Tonight. I feel no power at all. I just want to sleep, rest and disconnect with this feeling. This overwhelming melancholy, a side which I rarely touch. My emotional side that want to be depended by people. A side of me that crave other people dependency on me. I want to be hugged by not only 1 or 2 or 3, but more, more and regardless of their gender. I want to share, and coincidentally today I shared free foods for others
and with my new friend!! (F*ck you AM6 manifestations lol)God. I love you. I love you to the bottom of my heart that you engineer us, humans, to feel happy when sharing, giving, teaching, spreading whatever it is that support our life.
I love you for letting me the chance to live. I love you for everything and anything that manifest until today and for the rest of my life. I love you for giving shits, tests, quizzes, responsibilities for I understand, the more you give me the more you trust me for the well being of this world and others
God. I love you. I love your creations, especially chicks of course
and I feel shameful that just today I receive this.Your awesome God and thank you
