Day 13.
Been having alot of dreams lately. Sleeping in alot too. I could sleep for 10 hours, get up and wan to go back to bed. Been listening almost exclusively to the ultrasonic. I appreciate that I do not hear anything so that I can study etc.
What else?
Oh, yeah tomorrow got a second interview for a company that I want to work for. I mentioned something like that.
I remember getting into an argument, and later on they kept apologizing. Not sure if that would have happened without am6 or whatnot.
I still can feel an internal battle in me. Its the part of me that wants to feel down about not having a girlfriend. The beta side. Thoughts like... well never-mind- I honestly dont even want to think about it. Makes me depressed- seriously.
I want make a permanent mindset of things like:
-There is so much opportunity when it comes to women.
-I live in abundance.
-I see myself having successful encounters with women.
-Laughing and having a good time.
Slowly its dying.
Other things I need to do is to seriously stop the pron looking. I might set up a adult filter... lol 90 days I can do it! Then Im sure I would be a horny mfker. Having that energy turns women on... its like fast food.
Its fast... but is it good for you? Instant gratification is not a healthy thing.
-Swimming/Gym
-Eating healthy
-Martial Arts/Yoga
*things I look forward to doing once I am out of here!!*
Been having alot of dreams lately. Sleeping in alot too. I could sleep for 10 hours, get up and wan to go back to bed. Been listening almost exclusively to the ultrasonic. I appreciate that I do not hear anything so that I can study etc.
What else?
Oh, yeah tomorrow got a second interview for a company that I want to work for. I mentioned something like that.
I remember getting into an argument, and later on they kept apologizing. Not sure if that would have happened without am6 or whatnot.
I still can feel an internal battle in me. Its the part of me that wants to feel down about not having a girlfriend. The beta side. Thoughts like... well never-mind- I honestly dont even want to think about it. Makes me depressed- seriously.
I want make a permanent mindset of things like:
-There is so much opportunity when it comes to women.
-I live in abundance.
-I see myself having successful encounters with women.
-Laughing and having a good time.
Slowly its dying.
Other things I need to do is to seriously stop the pron looking. I might set up a adult filter... lol 90 days I can do it! Then Im sure I would be a horny mfker. Having that energy turns women on... its like fast food.
Its fast... but is it good for you? Instant gratification is not a healthy thing.
-Swimming/Gym
-Eating healthy
-Martial Arts/Yoga
*things I look forward to doing once I am out of here!!*
