03-15-2015, 12:44 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-15-2015, 08:00 PM by ben123456305.)
Just looking a couple pretty much threw me off. I started feeling sick. I felt like utter garbage. I wanted a relationship and yet I have nothing to bring to the table compared to other guys. I felt physically sick while my mind wanted to give up. It Wanted to end and be gone. Then my mind started getting angry. In my mind I was breaking things while saying how I am useless because I can't fulfill my own needs. The needs of my testosterone.
Edit: seems like i'm resisting it hard core and its breaking me down.
Edit#2: I started thinking about all the labels that people have been using such as "nice guy", "alpha male" "confidence" etc. I questioned why am i trying to adhere to these labels when I should just do whatever I want.
Edit: seems like i'm resisting it hard core and its breaking me down.
Edit#2: I started thinking about all the labels that people have been using such as "nice guy", "alpha male" "confidence" etc. I questioned why am i trying to adhere to these labels when I should just do whatever I want.
