03-07-2015, 05:44 PM
So if you've been reading my post then you'd notice that I only write about my experience with women but to be fair I've changed a lot from where I was.
Bio:
20yrs old
Used to have extreme social anxiety
Had huge women issues so bad I couldn't even think of a woman without getting nervous
had panick attacks when faced with a problem , any kind.
Women:
Had maybe 2 or 3 long term relationship but weren't very attractive
about 4 yes ago
Self esteem before Am6:
I tried to change who I was so I could fit in.
Couldn't look at myself in the mirror without disgust
So enough with my blabbering about my old self almost finishing Stage 4 last day is the 12th of this month so next week
and all I can say is the journey from within is crazy.
But today blew the top of the metaphorical lid.
So today I had to help a friend help a client move, I had never seen the client so I was kinda reluctant to
help because I just wanted to rest, so I said wtf. So I said I hope she's hot I don't want it to be some old guys. So as soon
as I arrived there she was. She had to be like a 9 or 10. The best part is I really wasn't nervous or even thinking about her.
Then that's when I saw her leaning against her friend's car stretching her leg out in a 90 degree angle talking to her friend .
It just seemed so sexual, so I took a quick glance then went back inside her house. She was outside the street across from where I was talking to her friend. As soon as I came back she was standing right there near a truck where I was loading her things in. The best part was she kept coming closer every time almost bumping her lol.
So we drove from her old house to her new and it was great. She seemed very cool and smart. I didn't get her number or anything but the fact that I've come this far is great, I'm just waiting for the time when I can work on my outer game.
But nowadays I'm more confident , my body language us more Masculine . You know you've grown when a girl who's really hot gets so close to you every time she gets a chance, like fingers length, without it being a big deal.
Try lifting furniture when a hot girl is breathing down your neck lol.
Bio:
20yrs old
Used to have extreme social anxiety
Had huge women issues so bad I couldn't even think of a woman without getting nervous
had panick attacks when faced with a problem , any kind.
Women:
Had maybe 2 or 3 long term relationship but weren't very attractive
about 4 yes ago
Self esteem before Am6:
I tried to change who I was so I could fit in.
Couldn't look at myself in the mirror without disgust
So enough with my blabbering about my old self almost finishing Stage 4 last day is the 12th of this month so next week
and all I can say is the journey from within is crazy.
But today blew the top of the metaphorical lid.
So today I had to help a friend help a client move, I had never seen the client so I was kinda reluctant to
help because I just wanted to rest, so I said wtf. So I said I hope she's hot I don't want it to be some old guys. So as soon
as I arrived there she was. She had to be like a 9 or 10. The best part is I really wasn't nervous or even thinking about her.
Then that's when I saw her leaning against her friend's car stretching her leg out in a 90 degree angle talking to her friend .
It just seemed so sexual, so I took a quick glance then went back inside her house. She was outside the street across from where I was talking to her friend. As soon as I came back she was standing right there near a truck where I was loading her things in. The best part was she kept coming closer every time almost bumping her lol.
So we drove from her old house to her new and it was great. She seemed very cool and smart. I didn't get her number or anything but the fact that I've come this far is great, I'm just waiting for the time when I can work on my outer game.
But nowadays I'm more confident , my body language us more Masculine . You know you've grown when a girl who's really hot gets so close to you every time she gets a chance, like fingers length, without it being a big deal.
Try lifting furniture when a hot girl is breathing down your neck lol.
