03-07-2015, 02:02 PM
Stage 6
Sooo here we go, I loved Stage 5. Gave me great ideas to "manifest" more guys into my life. I'm not with my BF anymore. Turns out we weren't exactly together... but I didn't know about it
Whatever, hurted for less than a week then I was ready to go.
Got to know another guy, wanted to go out with him cause he was sooo cute. Turns out he didn't want to be with anybody at that time.
Which is weird... seems like a recurring theme where I find a guy that pleases me, and like magic the guy finds a way to "escape" from me... I can't keep a guy apparently, which might come from self-love issues.
Been reading about manifestation lately and I think it is related to that issue: because I don't love myself, I cannot project love on the guy, he feels it and want to escape. Maybe. Maybe not. Just a hypothesis, and like all hypothesis it needs to be tested. How? By Loving myself and see if it changes anything to my relationships.
Stage 6 brought nothing new as far as I can tell...
Will keep you updated
-Adri
Sooo here we go, I loved Stage 5. Gave me great ideas to "manifest" more guys into my life. I'm not with my BF anymore. Turns out we weren't exactly together... but I didn't know about it
Whatever, hurted for less than a week then I was ready to go.Got to know another guy, wanted to go out with him cause he was sooo cute. Turns out he didn't want to be with anybody at that time.
Which is weird... seems like a recurring theme where I find a guy that pleases me, and like magic the guy finds a way to "escape" from me... I can't keep a guy apparently, which might come from self-love issues.
Been reading about manifestation lately and I think it is related to that issue: because I don't love myself, I cannot project love on the guy, he feels it and want to escape. Maybe. Maybe not. Just a hypothesis, and like all hypothesis it needs to be tested. How? By Loving myself and see if it changes anything to my relationships.
Stage 6 brought nothing new as far as I can tell...
Will keep you updated
-Adri
