03-06-2015, 10:20 PM
Thought Id something here:
Day 4 stage 3... am6...
-Felt pretty depressed today. Was in my head for most of the day today. And I just thought to myself why? Well its because of this bullshiet programming about women that I have been taught.
Alot of it I am thinking is a corrupt belief system, do this do that for women and if you don't do these things you don't get laid... and thus emotionally depressed.
I happened to come across this video on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_z5RLc6YXpw and kinda made sense of alot of things for me.
I think less and less men want to deal with women, so most stay home dont go out, play video games, get high, and watch porn.
Perfect description of who I was 6 or more months ago. I gave up.
Listening to AM6 had breathed new life into me. Also- looking in the mirror and honestly saying to myself "I forgive you" for everything. How I lived my life, my past mistakes etc.
Came across this book and I am going to buy it: http://www.amazon.com/Why-Cheat-Men-Marr...0Y4MVN0_tt
I think its on the same level as Blackdragon 2.0 (meanwhile I need to finish reading it).
What else?
MGTOW: Men Going Their Own Way (youtube this lots of videos on this too), oh and haha, I remember listening to Tom Leykis back when I was younger and he was on the air in LA. I think I will start being a listener again.
Ever listened to him?
Day 4 stage 3... am6...
-Felt pretty depressed today. Was in my head for most of the day today. And I just thought to myself why? Well its because of this bullshiet programming about women that I have been taught.
Alot of it I am thinking is a corrupt belief system, do this do that for women and if you don't do these things you don't get laid... and thus emotionally depressed.
I happened to come across this video on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_z5RLc6YXpw and kinda made sense of alot of things for me.
I think less and less men want to deal with women, so most stay home dont go out, play video games, get high, and watch porn.
Perfect description of who I was 6 or more months ago. I gave up.
Listening to AM6 had breathed new life into me. Also- looking in the mirror and honestly saying to myself "I forgive you" for everything. How I lived my life, my past mistakes etc.
Came across this book and I am going to buy it: http://www.amazon.com/Why-Cheat-Men-Marr...0Y4MVN0_tt
I think its on the same level as Blackdragon 2.0 (meanwhile I need to finish reading it).
What else?
MGTOW: Men Going Their Own Way (youtube this lots of videos on this too), oh and haha, I remember listening to Tom Leykis back when I was younger and he was on the air in LA. I think I will start being a listener again.
Ever listened to him?
