02-28-2015, 10:20 PM
New post here.
Approx 400hrs @ 28 days. Almost at stage 3.
Cant say alot. Well, Ill just ramble and you decide- and might form a conclusion after all my thoughts are out...
- Finished my job at a ski resort here in town. It was fun. I mentioned times when I was very frustrated (I posted about this before): over feeding the fish in the fish-tank here in the office.
Another was my rant about my co-workers, how I felt they were all beta.
Lets say I feel differently now. Since I am finished with my job, I have had a letter of recommendation, an employee give me 3 vouchers (worth each $60- for free lift tickets) and have a co-worker view me more- atleast as an equal.
-I have had some interesting dreams. Nothing I remember unfortunately.
-Tonight I went out with my sister and her friend. I had a blonde open me up with "the night is still young" while I was closing out my tab. It interesting to hear this. For the first time it was a clear opening. However I on-purpose did not capitalize on this. First off: I am now unemployed and secondly I do not live alone. I am not in the right environment to feel "in power." I believe some work is needed on my part even beyond gaining the mentioned above.
I have been teetering on the idea of building my own technology business. Something I have dreamed of for a very long time.
I can almost feel as what it would be like if I atleast had my own business and investors and my own place. *I would feel the most masculine and confident I have ever felt*
Their is one other thing I want to mention that all of you should take a look at and atleast read about here. Its about (as oddly as it sounds):
Parting your hair in a different direction.
Long story short (from your looking perspective):
-Parting your hair from the LEFT to the Right is more masculine and highlights traits of the left hemisphere.
-Parting your hair from the RIGHT to the Left is more feminine and highlights traits of your right hemisphere.
I got my haircut today too. It only seems like fate or karma or whatever telling me to change, the same day I hear about this on NPR is the same day I am getting my haircut....
take a look at this picture for those who are familiar with SUPERMAN and his civilian ego:
WHO DO YOU SEE AS MORE MASCULINE????:
http://www.sesora.com/blog/wp-content/up...PERMAN.jpg
The white-paper about it for those who are skeptical.
http://www.truemirror.com/HairPartTheory©2001TMCInc.pdf
Approx 400hrs @ 28 days. Almost at stage 3.
Cant say alot. Well, Ill just ramble and you decide- and might form a conclusion after all my thoughts are out...
- Finished my job at a ski resort here in town. It was fun. I mentioned times when I was very frustrated (I posted about this before): over feeding the fish in the fish-tank here in the office.
Another was my rant about my co-workers, how I felt they were all beta.
Lets say I feel differently now. Since I am finished with my job, I have had a letter of recommendation, an employee give me 3 vouchers (worth each $60- for free lift tickets) and have a co-worker view me more- atleast as an equal.
-I have had some interesting dreams. Nothing I remember unfortunately.
-Tonight I went out with my sister and her friend. I had a blonde open me up with "the night is still young" while I was closing out my tab. It interesting to hear this. For the first time it was a clear opening. However I on-purpose did not capitalize on this. First off: I am now unemployed and secondly I do not live alone. I am not in the right environment to feel "in power." I believe some work is needed on my part even beyond gaining the mentioned above.
I have been teetering on the idea of building my own technology business. Something I have dreamed of for a very long time.
I can almost feel as what it would be like if I atleast had my own business and investors and my own place. *I would feel the most masculine and confident I have ever felt*
Their is one other thing I want to mention that all of you should take a look at and atleast read about here. Its about (as oddly as it sounds):
Parting your hair in a different direction.
Long story short (from your looking perspective):
-Parting your hair from the LEFT to the Right is more masculine and highlights traits of the left hemisphere.
-Parting your hair from the RIGHT to the Left is more feminine and highlights traits of your right hemisphere.
I got my haircut today too. It only seems like fate or karma or whatever telling me to change, the same day I hear about this on NPR is the same day I am getting my haircut....
take a look at this picture for those who are familiar with SUPERMAN and his civilian ego:
WHO DO YOU SEE AS MORE MASCULINE????:
http://www.sesora.com/blog/wp-content/up...PERMAN.jpg
The white-paper about it for those who are skeptical.
http://www.truemirror.com/HairPartTheory©2001TMCInc.pdf
